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Its (Should) Before You were Gone


Sometimes in life... You will find someone who unknown but his or her presence in your life like as something u never imagined before. or even You have never wished he or she will come to touch and colouring your life.

Maybe like that about Someone in my life. I still remember some years ago, I met him, Nothing happened, he just a silent list in my friend list till one day, because of someone else i start to talk him... and all is just flow by itself till we become very good friend (according me :P) actually i think i wasnt good enough as a friend. 

Time goes by, world is changing. His life is go on, My Life is go on too. We talk rare or even so long time no contact. He likes dissappear too, and sometime i dont care. But there is always a time, after i cant find him anywhere, I start searching him, message, email or maybe worry about what happen with him. Seemed funny but it just so.

Once upon a time, I ever heard another ones talk about us ( Me and him) behind me, one said i was jealous on her, another one said maybe i am falling in love with him. But i knew better whats between me and him. They can say anything they wanted to say, But mark my words. I am not that stupid to let him go from my life with a such stupid feeling named love. For me, his being is always precious more precious than friendship its self.


Its should be like this, And i knew what i had for him. We already shared manythings and what i got from him wont be able compared with something name "Stupid Love" This is just my answer to them who ask whats going on between me and him.

If everyone ask me "I ll be brave to say I love You" to him, but that wont be "A Love" that present between woman-man. never and will be never. like as a joke that we (me and he) always use to do "Break the silence and Just say You Love Me"... 

And For him, there will always yellow colour i gave. I wont change it to be green, grey, black, purple  or even pink. 

Because for me, His Yellow side is more precious than other things. 

"Thanks for sharing yours with mine. Maybe you will always be Unknown for me but My heart knew you as well. I don't know half of you half as well as I should like and I like less than half of you half as well as you deserve. And All happened, Its (should) Before You were gone with the wind."


=Special posting for PB=
Thanks for everything and thanks for being everywhere
including always ping me in gtalk or google+ 
Maybe you are one of my reason to open that old gmail 
Keep fine and stay healthy.
"Rahma Love You as always"

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