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" It is a happiness by itself when we don't need to pretend to be a very good someone, just for the sake of maintain the image and the satisfaction of other people's hearts . When honesty is not always met with a positive attitude , it's time to think to keep being yourself and make life more meaningful " Hmmm, dont know this sentences will be suitable with i had done, something that i have never think, even never come in my dream. I did all today. I dont know really what my reason for that. But now, my heart and head feeling easy. Maybe thats not true but maybe not true also to keep promisse without limit. I had did that. something that i have never think i can do it. Once for first time and once for last time. Too many things lost and gone and drown in where i cant feel that :( Its really a sad thing. One day, i just know when i feel i lost almost half of my self :| Is it enough? is it time to stop? what will happen next? what

Wow :D whats great news and nice gifts... :D today is 1st day im back to Jakarta after eid holidays at my hometown.. Many many grateful with Alhamdulillah..grateful to Allah for nice news that i got today... Huh... before reached Jakarta, my journey was so suffering :D traffic jam whole of the way, and AC in my bus was died..whats a nice journey between traffic jam and heat weather :D ussually i reach Jakarta when Fajr Prayer coming, but today i reach it after Zuhur Prayer :S but its ok when i reach home then i got 2 good news from my 2 best friends :D Both of them ll get marry :D aha :D am so happy...1 ll get marry at November 2010, May Allah make it easy for her and 1 ll get marry in 6 or 7 months later... their fiance already sent a proposal to have married to their parents..Alhamdulillah :) May both of u ll get happy marriage :) mwah mwah (L). Am still waiting another news from someone... i wanna sleep but this worry didnt give me permit to close my eyes ... then i just open my pc,

Hmmm, sometimes a quote which tell if silent better than too much talking.. its really true :) Thank u for this Holy Ramadhan, My heart feel so peace. After doing everything, then lay on bed, reading some books for while, listen to the music... and just seeing My little angel cute face :) his eyes, his chubby cheeks :D i really wanna kiss him and hug him tightly :D His sight always can make me got happyness, release a sadness, dont know why always arise a smile whenever i see his pic, there is a feeling that i cant tell. i dont know how many times i kissed his pic in one day, or how many times i watched his video, i wish i can have his funny talking too :) haha :D am falling in love for many times sight :D He is remedy of my sadness :) thanks to him, that i have never touch but touch my heart like as a feeling of mom? :D haha :d really i dont know whats kind of this feeling coz im not a mom yet :D Am always freak :D thats true, now, my mobile and my pc have been fulfilled with his fac

Give Up.... :'( its feel so sad, feel so hard, feel so unbearable, but i want give up now... i cant stay longer and stuck in this way. i dont wanna so. Ramadhan give me time to be away by many ways.. I am sure Allah will always help me. I just need power from Allah to be strong. Give Up... My heart say like that so.. eventhoung half of it dont wanna so... But what i see and what i listen, thats so different ... time to choose my own way... to get smile and laugh that become so rare arise on my face... I am giving Up...after 1 year 5 months goes on... finally, i feel give up... :'(

Jakarta, August 20, 2010 Beautiful Morning, little rain outside, smell so good, and wind is blowing so slowly, feel cold but so coool :D fresh air...Oh, Thanks to Allah for this beauty morning :) hmmm, Pee Loon song still on playing when i wrote this posting ... suddenly remember with someone being :) someone who always i told in this blog since at first time i made this blog. Almost 2 years going on... sweet bitter things come and gone, not only with him but with many ones else too :) Someone that i love since too ago even till now :) when nothing remain between me and him but i cant deny that i still love him. Maybe thats true, if girls will stop their love to someone that gone when they get new love again. Its similar with my true story. Too ago I kept Michael name with his love arround in my life, manythings happend, manyones come and gone, but Michael feel still so close with me eventhough i cant see him arround me till that someone come and touch my heart deeply :) " strange

Pee loon tere neelay neelay nainon se shabnam Pee loon tere geelay geelay hoto ki sargam Pee loon hai peenay ka mausam Tere sang ishq taari hai Tere sang ik khumari hai Tere sang chain bhi mujhko Tere sang bekraari hai Tere bin jee nahi lagda, tere bin jee nahi sakda Tujhpe hai haare maine vaare do jahan, kurbaan, meharbaan, ke main toh kurbaan Sun le zara, tera kurbaan Hosh mein rahun kyun aaj main Tu meri baahon mein simti hai, mujh mein samayi hai yun Jis tarah ki koi hum nadi, tu mere seenay mein chupti hai sagar tumhara main hoon Pee loon teri dheemi dheemi lehron ki cham cham Pee loon teri saundi saundi saanson ko har dum Pee loon hai peenay ka mausam Tere sang ishq taari hai Tere sang ik khumari hai Tere sang chain bhi mujhko Tere sang bekraari hai Shaam ko milun jo main tujhe Toh bura subah na jaane kyun kuch maan jaati hai yeh Har lamha, har ghadi har pehar Hi teri yaadon se tadpa ke mujhko jalati hai yeh Pee loon main dheere dheere jalne ka yeh gumm Pee loon inn gore gore haa

This posting is especially for DARK ANGEL :) My Dear Sister from Morange, Few days ago, i was meeting her after so long time not see her arround. One of my beloved one, we have same hobby and thats making poems. I like her poem so much, deep words. She is so great when revealed everything about love in poem. From Sad love till happy love, from united till separation. And i requested her to make me so sad poem, today i got her poem from Gmail, and now i want share this poem with all of you, my dear reader and you can see her on her blog, you will find everything in love.. but mostly sorrow things.. WHISPER FOR YOU As if sadness and I is one cant be two. As if sadness and I is twin noday pass by without I cry. Sadness full up every drop of my eyes and nite pass by withot u I stay awake at nite counting star and thinking of you I stay awake paging my netbook and I write to you. My tears never dry as a river flow from mountain, my ink never dry as a spring flow words, you are far away as

See !!! this is my smile for you A Remedy of your little missing A Remedy of your little pain A Remedy of your little lonely A heaven in front of you... See!!! this is my laughter for you Sound of it can give u happiness Melody of it that u like most Like as a wave of peace that come to you with a peace Watch!!! This is My eyes Stare of them you cant forget Sparkling of them you miss a lot Whats a nice feeling that you can see in it When you start to falling with... Listen!!! This is My voice That you waiting for it so long time That You like most when crying That you love most when laughing That you miss and only miss when I am in deep sleeping... Feel!!! This is My Love for You Never need to ask for Never need to proof Because I ll love you as much as you love me This is mine A Pure love u can see in my eyes A sweet love u can get when i smile A happy love u can feel when i laughter for you And word from my voice will say.... ..... I LOVE YOU..... Note : Inspiration Writin

Love, whats it look like? Like as face of someone? who stay in your heart, mind and soul? That you remember whenever you are happy or sadness? That you feel his or her shadow arround you even his or her real never come? Love, whats it look like? Like as Laughter of Someone? which its sound u like most? which its melody u cant forget, that u miss when u crying? that you want arround u when you get the sadness? Love, whats it look like? Like as Smiling of Someone? when you see it on his or her face then your anger will be reduce, when you thinking of it then you feel whole of your heart become warm? Love, whats it look like? Like as someone being? that when you feel the peace after see his or her face? when you feel happy after a meeting with him or her at a special place? Love, whats it look like? Suffering without limit? happiness withot reason? Painfulness when u try to forget? or joyful when you remember its memories? Love, whats it look like? A broken heart? Trust without limit ? o

Once day ago, I got too much much mucho boring ring ring, oh, what want to do to reduce this boring ring ring time, then i just come online, Oh, God !! still too much boring, then i just say to a friend, what did you do if you got too much boring? but dont tell me about woman activities !! :D i said like that at that time, then My Friend just told - try to play game online !! I told I cant, always failed :d Then My Friend said, try to visit this link HAPPY AND FUNNY and enjoy it, you ll got a fresh mind then. Dont ask me more about this link, just try to visit.!!! :) And Thanks a lot for this link :D All the time when boring time coming, i just open this link and whohaha :D laugh come again...;) enjoy that link maybe you can reduce your boring time too like as me... And To You, Dear Friend, Thanks alot and Love You for this link....

This night I feel so fresh, I left all cases and all of my worksheets, just sleeping deeply for 3 hours, hmmm, Alhamdulillah, feel better for my back pain and my headache, prepare for boring weekend again :D cause tomorrow and at sunday, i should pay my time at office again... How boring life :D hehehehe :D But At least, this is life, never easy and wont be easy, so i just try to enjoy and praise everything that i got from Allah.... Grace for my life... Oh, i got an good article again, stealing woman :D but i want keep this in my blog, this night i just try to search My some bookmark websites that lost when i have installed my pc again :S Oh, i should search one by one... so sad na? :D Look, read and thinking about this posting :) Maybe this time i should take all of number in this posting :) Here they are.... 1. Take a 10-30 minute walk every day. And while you walk, smile. It is the ultimate anti-depressant. 2. Sit in silence for at least 10 minutes each day. Buy a lock if you have

Oh, :D i got back pain much, whole of my body feel hurt :s My lovely dearest worksheets, they do it to me.... :( i wanna sleep much but cant... I wanna eat but then feel nausea.. :s hahaha :d how to finish them as soon as possible? whohaaaaa :D Nope, cause day by day, they come like as waves, maybe only by writing this blog i can release little tiredness cause of Them.... Angela, Woke Up ! Stand Up! Open Your eyes.... oh no, dont sleepy now, no no no !!! :D hehe am getting mad :D well, Good Luck for my self !!! Be focus!!! Semangattttttt!!!!!

This story is story about two lover, Ajay and Maya, they love each other, no doubt about it. They are so happy with their love. Always be together, whenever, wherever, however. Whats a difficult way, whats a happy time they enjoy it together. support each other. One day, coming a moment when Ajay got many insulting, and got a fitna, and should go out from their village. Sad moment for them. one nite before he leave Maya, Maya was said, -Please dont go, A, i need to be with you, i need you beside me, why u should go for something that u never did, why u should bear all of others fault, why should u A ? :'( Maya was crying alot that time, then Ajaya told her , -May, i should go not only because their fitna, listen me darling, let me go, dont worry, it just for while, pray for me, i am sure with your love inside me, everything ll be ok :) That nite was last time when they can hand in hand, walking together, laugh together, Maya was crying alot in Ajay's hugging :( so sad time....

Dear Master B.... Hello, Hi, How R You, My master B, My green B, My Great Friend? Today, just feel miss you so much, i dont know why you never reply my mail. Today, I read again all of your mail that i got since you become my friend. B, how much i want to say thank you for your presence in my life. Sometimes i feel i am not fair with you, you always be there whenever i need you. but as a friend then after i got solve from a problem then i never come to you. how bad am i B? I am so careless, to say thank you for everything that you gave for me. You are one of my happiness in this cyber world, but now i am already feel that i will loose you forever. You go away. Still i remember once upon time ago, when no one talk to me, when no one care on me, you always be there, and said - Angela, wake up, i dont like you now, come on, Angela that i know not like this. - I remember too, when once upon time, i requested you to come back on Morange, you promisse me then you fullfill it. If i can i wa

A mber flower is blooming in the summer R ose bring a mistic fragrance S andalwood spread its sweet smelling H old my heart to stand lovely A bout the time that passed away D ay that i through more precious with your being A nger gone after saw your smile K issing you give peace in my soul R acing of My heart send nice melody by see your eyes A bsolutely missing replace the sadness M ove on my Love from here to your place.... R ise a happiness when nite come by looking at your face A ny tiredness lost by cherish your chubby cheek Z ero thing arise again to warming up my spirit E ntire of whole body feel safety when imagine about you E mbrace you tighty in my hugging, to be with you till... N ext, In Future, when you will stay in your own way.. Litle note for my little angelo, AAR is your name, recently i got sumthing peace whenever i look at your cute face, feel like as mom, isnt? i dont know, but whenever i see your eyes, your smile, your laugh, your face, eventhough