Wish You All The Best....

Hmmm, sometimes a quote which tell if silent better than too much talking.. its really true :) Thank u for this Holy Ramadhan, My heart feel so peace. After doing everything, then lay on bed, reading some books for while, listen to the music... and just seeing My little angel cute face :) his eyes, his chubby cheeks :D i really wanna kiss him and hug him tightly :D His sight always can make me got happyness, release a sadness, dont know why always arise a smile whenever i see his pic, there is a feeling that i cant tell. i dont know how many times i kissed his pic in one day, or how many times i watched his video, i wish i can have his funny talking too :) haha :D am falling in love for many times sight :D He is remedy of my sadness :) thanks to him, that i have never touch but touch my heart like as a feeling of mom? :D haha :d really i dont know whats kind of this feeling coz im not a mom yet :D Am always freak :D thats true, now, my mobile and my pc have been fulfilled with his fac...

Give Up.... :'( its feel so sad, feel so hard, feel so unbearable, but i want give up now... i cant stay longer and stuck in this way. i dont wanna so. Ramadhan give me time to be away by many ways.. I am sure Allah will always help me. I just need power from Allah to be strong. Give Up... My heart say like that so.. eventhoung half of it dont wanna so... But what i see and what i listen, thats so different ... time to choose my own way... to get smile and laugh that become so rare arise on my face... I am giving Up...after 1 year 5 months goes on... finally, i feel give up... :'(

Jakarta, August 20, 2010 Beautiful Morning, little rain outside, smell so good, and wind is blowing so slowly, feel cold but so coool :D fresh air...Oh, Thanks to Allah for this beauty morning :) hmmm, Pee Loon song still on playing when i wrote this posting ... suddenly remember with someone being :) someone who always i told in this blog since at first time i made this blog. Almost 2 years going on... sweet bitter things come and gone, not only with him but with many ones else too :) Someone that i love since too ago even till now :) when nothing remain between me and him but i cant deny that i still love him. Maybe thats true, if girls will stop their love to someone that gone when they get new love again. Its similar with my true story. Too ago I kept Michael name with his love arround in my life, manythings happend, manyones come and gone, but Michael feel still so close with me eventhough i cant see him arround me till that someone come and touch my heart deeply :) " strange...

Pee loon tere neelay neelay nainon se shabnam Pee loon tere geelay geelay hoto ki sargam Pee loon hai peenay ka mausam Tere sang ishq taari hai Tere sang ik khumari hai Tere sang chain bhi mujhko Tere sang bekraari hai Tere bin jee nahi lagda, tere bin jee nahi sakda Tujhpe hai haare maine vaare do jahan, kurbaan, meharbaan, ke main toh kurbaan Sun le zara, tera kurbaan Hosh mein rahun kyun aaj main Tu meri baahon mein simti hai, mujh mein samayi hai yun Jis tarah ki koi hum nadi, tu mere seenay mein chupti hai sagar tumhara main hoon Pee loon teri dheemi dheemi lehron ki cham cham Pee loon teri saundi saundi saanson ko har dum Pee loon hai peenay ka mausam Tere sang ishq taari hai Tere sang ik khumari hai Tere sang chain bhi mujhko Tere sang bekraari hai Shaam ko milun jo main tujhe Toh bura subah na jaane kyun kuch maan jaati hai yeh Har lamha, har ghadi har pehar Hi teri yaadon se tadpa ke mujhko jalati hai yeh Pee loon main dheere dheere jalne ka yeh gumm Pee loon inn gore gore haa...