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Hi..Everyones... Assalam'alaikum.. And Have a happy weekend. Good nite from Jakarta, Today i am here again. Well, actually, my head turn around to be mad but its funny when after that many idea comes to update this bullshit blog, hehehe.  Well if i ask u, Whats ur favorite TV Channel Programs? HBO? CNN? Cartoon Network ? Discovery Channel? everyone should have their own favorite. But if u ask me then i ll answer for sure that ll be NatGeo Wild. Yeah, i like it the most than any other channel. Its showing us how great Allah who created this universe with every single things that never same one to another. The Nature, Animal, atmosphere even every little things that alive in this world.  Its strange nowadays, Human made too many  damage upon environment where they are alive. A wild hunting upon some wild animal or any sadism upon animal. Its too sad when nature give too much for their life but they are busy to destroy them. May Allah protect it all. So, here all th...

No wonder why you didnt come yet. And no wonder why i couldnt know you yet. Its off course there is a reason made by God  to tested me how long time i can wait. how much patient i have and to prepare my self when you come and touching my life.  The Dream about you that i sewing in my previous life. Many Smiles that i keep. Though maybe you wont be like as what i ever imagined later but i am sure you are the best to whom i ll stay with in rest of my life. I am still waiting for the rain. Rain that only mine. Rain that can hide my tears, Rain that make me have lots of smile and laugh when dancing in it. Rain that made me silent in the darkness, wetting my hair with nice glance. I am still waiting for my rain that i can have truly...And i can give the whole of secret wind i have..The best fragrance in every drops. I am still waiting for the Rain that i can be with... accompany my feet to stay running in it. Holding me tight between the storm, hugging me nicel...

UNTUKMU... MALAIKAT KECILKU.. Cintakah itu maknanya ? Saat mata ini tak lepas dari memandangmu... Kasihkah itu namanya ? ketika mengingatmu memagut senyum di bibirku Rindukah itu artinya ? Saat bahasa tak biasamu mengurai riak air dimataku Kau menghadirkan asa yang tak pernah ada Kau menumbuhkan rindu dalam buaian jiwa Ada kasih yang tak pernah ku punya Ada Cinta yang tak pernah ku rasa Ketika hati berkata... Aku terpesona... Untukmu... Malaikat Kecilku... Hadirmu membuatku ingin menjadi ibu Bayanganmu di ingatanku Melepas lelah panjang di hari-hari sepiku Untukmu...Malaikat Kecilku... Meski tangan ini tak bisa merengkuhmu.. Meski raga ini tak mampu memelukmu... Tapi untaian doaku kan ada disetiap langkah hidupmu.. Selaksa rinduku padamu berkata.. Aku akan selalu mencintaimu... Dulu...Kini..dan nanti.. di hatiku..di jiwaku..di anganku Hingga waktu tidur panjangku tiba... Dalam cinta terdalamku... Untukmu... Malaikat Kecilku... (RAHMA MICHAEL, JANUARI 2012) Persembah...

Let me Alive For Once More Again. hmmm, this poem and story, i mixed while thinking about Kal Ho Na Ho movie. A Sacrifice in love. Well, actually i didnt wanna talk about that, this posting i made for my next plan about mini novel i wanna write. I already choose a title, some roles who will play in this novel, a setting place, weather and so on. But unfortunately i lost my darkness sense. This sense often i use to explore my sadness. Maybe because nowaday i play too much with funny things :S so, when its needed i lost it and it make me stuck in one page in many hours :| Huufft. Like as this Let Me Alive For Once More again story, i wish it was so sad story, but seem it doesnt have a soul :( i lost the soul of my story. why this sense gone upon me? i really only can post something about reality well nowadays, but really hard to explore the darkness side of me :( though many sad stories i read too :S oh...Stranger... give me back my soul :( why u taken it too ??? :O :s A message to Aisha...