Wish You All The Best....

In the past days,  " Struggled, confused, and meditated many times You can be confident, brave, strong, or determined. There is no need to push yourself to achieve perfection. After all, all of this is you but not sufficient to form a complete you ."  You are invisible as the road winds along the mountain. Only your horse's footprints remain in the snow. No matter how far distance between us, you are always inspiring and guiding me to keep going. You stay by my side or even already forgot me. As the brightest star in the night sky, I would rather hide the sorrow in my heart, than to forget the look in your eyes. I miss you, that's true. Love can last for a long time, protecting each other is never just a matter of saying, as I will take care of myself, you have to take good care of yourselves too. This is a new promise.   Wish you all the best, See you again... Allah hafiz.

Hi, everybody.... Here me again, I write this few minutes before going to my best friend's wedding. No longer again, she ll be wife completely. Last nite is her last day to be single and this nite is the first day to be double...hehehe.. Today i didnt want to write much, they ll shout at me. But i just want sharing with you about What the meaning of "The Miracle of Prayer" She knew this "man" at November 2011, but no big things happen, then she met him again before she went to Umrah with me at last March. She said she wish too much about husband when at there. Back from Umrah, The miracle is happened. They are become lover, and now at July 7,2012 she ll get married.... Someone that completely "Good" in my eyes >>> as i heard from her. she introduce him to me too. completely different from her last boy friend that she wish to be with for rest of life but no destiny. This someone is the answer of her prayer. I wish too. No one perfe...

Hari ini gue pengen nulis pakai bahasa Indonesia aja ah, capek ng-english mulu, hehehe, ga banyak yang ingin gue tulis. Mungkin cenderung freak, hehehe, sebenarnya ini adalah salah satu dari keanehan yang gue punya :P Keknya banyak bener keanehan yang gue punya, tapi boleh dong gue bangga dengan keanehan-keanehan gue :)) Temen-temen gue bilang gue agak miring, ya kasarannya gue and beberapa teman gue belum dapat sertipikat halal eh waras dari Badan POM resmi a.k.a Rumah sakit jiwa gitu, hahaha *bangga* Keanehan yang ingin gue ceritakan kali ini adalah tentang kebiasaan gue nyimpen sms, history chat, email, sent email. sms yang gue simpen ga melulu soal yang nice-nice, ngcool ngcool tapi sms yang juga maki-maki gue, ngatain gue segala ini itu gitu deh :D Temen gue pernah nanya kenapa gue kek gitu, hihihi, cuma hobby gue bilang. Tapi ternyata sekarang gue suka ketawa-ketawa sendiri kalau pas lagi baca-baca :D Sms atau email atau pesen pendek di facebook pun bisa bikin ngakak ten...

How to handle this longing??? :) i have no way to release this.... maybe still this way i choose.. telling and sharing my feeling here... One face of a little angel...stay in my mind nowadays... I was dreaming him these recent nite...My heart still so warm when i look at his face for so long time. But now, even i couldnt tell his short name here...for some reason... how restlessness this heart...my pagalness still too alot, my desire start to arise... I am still falling in love with that face... His pure smile, his chubby cheeks, his lil body, his voice and even i imagine his fragrance. I feel him in my hugs, I wish i could kiss his chubby cheeks, caressing his forehead, looking at him silently when he is in tight sleep, dance with him with slow hindi song, Make him feel comport in my arm and then sleep deeply in there... He still can do a magic on me anytime i see his pics, anytime i remind his voice... And he still like as remedy of my sadness. Looking at his pic made my imagination ...

JZ... this name i found while loading my old posting. Someone who means too much for me, yeah, even still till now, though i no longer showed how i care about her. Just everyday, if i can i see her at there where i am still connect with her though just like as a statue in her list... but still i couldn't just away. JZ... one name that i wont ever forget how much i try to do it. even, recently i do much to hold my self. i do many stupid, freak and crazy thing. Deleted her number from my contact phone but then busy to find them out in my diary book and save them again. Make my credit balance in all of my number empty just to hold my self, to send her a message, to call her and listen her voice, to mail her by mobile, even also hold my self to leave her a message offline... I dont know i just do it for my self, to hold the fallen of my heart again, i couldnt bear it ...really can't. But i wanna do a confession here, she wont ever know even maybe she will think that i am lost in my...

Just today, this night, at this moment... let me sound out all of the missing that wanna blow up. By Pics, By poem, by writing, by song, by expressing... just today.. let me do it cause i dont know what will happen after to nite... Only one line smile that feel so bitter, with one question... is it forbidden to miss you like this? Is it forbidden to have love like this? Is it forbidden when i couldnt stop to thinking this nite? then.. just give me space to write it down here... No, i dont wanna weep cause you wont like it, And No, i wont disturb you with anything... cause maybe now, you are starting move on your life. I only wanna wish that You will stay stronger whatever happen in your life and May Allah grant everything you need in every mile you want, Amin :) Just today... let me write that i miss you alot till dont know how to tell it... by this that writing by anonymous.... I miss You..when.. I miss you when something really good happens Because You're the one I want share it ...

Sun : Hi Moon Moon : Hi Sun :) Sun : How are you Moon? Moon : Alhamdulillah, Im fine Sun. Wat about you Sun? Sun : Am super B, Moon. Moon : Wah, nice to know that. Sun : Yeah, btw, why are you so faded now Moon ? Moon : hehehe, maybe because no you arround me, Sun...haha :P Sun : ooppss, whats that mean? u still stuck with that feeling Moon? Moon : hehehe, what to say Sun :D but it become ussual for me nowadays ;) Sun : You should do ur best and keep fine with that Moon :) Moon : Yes, I ll Sun. Dont worry about that :) Btw, You are looking so handsome today Sun? get something new? Sun : hahaha, No, moon, because am really truly mostly handsome actually :D Moon : Weks, over self confidence Sun : haha, who told? that u start to tell about that na? actually am busy with spring nowadays Moon, also half summer that coming sometimes, really make me stuck. Moon : I see, but you are looking so brighten with ur s...

Iraq, July 7, 2010 Rain come so hard outside, bit cold, Meirha try to make herself warm. one cup of coffee on her desk, her eyes only focus with her pc, many documents on the table, hahaha, till maybe cant see her face properly, dont know what she do with those documents, but her fingers are busy with typing. Suddenly from outside come someone loud salam, "Oumri..... Assalamu'alaikum !!!! am coming !!" She is Zee, Meirha's sister, the only one sister that she has. Zee is student of a Computer college at Iraq. Still so new student but she likes this field so much. Meirha just reply her salam, "Waalaikumsalam sweetheart, why u come late today?" Meirha get up from her sitting cause seeing her sis condition that so wet cause of rain. Zee answer "College wanna make plan to go to Tigris river this weekend oumri, and we have meeting about it today?" "And whats matter with you ? I always tell you -dont run in the rain- why still destroy ur promisse?...

Jakarta, mid nite again... Today busy works already finished hours ago, i got home after maghrib then just watching, talking and do something with my room mates, :) feeling not wanna read something but still many books i should finished also wanna continue If Tommorrow Comes by Sydney Sheldon that i left in my locker some months ago cause dizzy with the english, hehe, i think i should enrich my english more to finish some ebook that i got from some friends, huffs... A friend recommended to buy E book Reader too :D but its too expensive ...hehehe, should decide asap, but its really nice if can bring many books without any burden :D After come online, Talking with nie, noor, kiki, Ra, Srk and some friends that long time i didnt meet cause my ym always mode offline, i got enough happiness ...Oh.. Long time i didnt meet them intentionally :) After doing praying, again i cant sleep, lavender body mist that i used on my pillow cant make sleepy come yet :( suddenly remember face of someone be...

Once upon a time, Someone named Arka was telling to Radhika "Honey, one day, I feel restless when waiting for someone, My eyes always looking for her. Sometimes, its like when she comes in front of me, i just want talking all the time. And when i can't find her, i feel wanna crying too alot, seemed all the day become so grey, seemed i lost half of my spirit, who she is, what she is, how she is, however she is, i am feeling just too much in my heart. Do you know whats that Honey? " Arka asked Radhika with eyes full of questions and meaningful :) Radhika looking at his face, smiling sweetly and sounded... " who is that someone? " Arka didn't answered her question just gave her a big grin... Radhika continue what she wanna talk. her both hand touch both of Arka's cheeks and she sounded "You have falling in love, Hun :) Dont you understand that?" Arka, laughed loudly... and then take Radhika in his hug, tightly without say nothing, but deep in his ...

Smile... where are you going on... I am looking for you... between dust and sand on the beach.. If wind is blowing you away far from me... If wave is taking you from my lips... Laugh.... where is ur sound going on... I am looking for you... between lightening and storm in the rain If Longing cant hear ur voice... If Loneliness taken you in empty hole... You are my smile... You are my laugh.. You are my shine of eyes But now... u kill me between the tears... Sadness that comes.. Loneliness between that.. and the remains of pain... like as ur foot print on my heart... planted deeply and cant be erased... Your smile, Your voice, Your eyes, You face.... comes like as hard wind..one after one.. hold my heart... caressing it... then.. make it .. become a pieces... Remains... tears... sadness...pain..and loneliness... Far from me... a sad song between the wind.. send me a sign... a sign of painfulness... To you... that waking me up with love and pain...Thanks for give learning to my heart for...

Hmmm, sometimes a quote which tell if silent better than too much talking.. its really true :) Thank u for this Holy Ramadhan, My heart feel so peace. After doing everything, then lay on bed, reading some books for while, listen to the music... and just seeing My little angel cute face :) his eyes, his chubby cheeks :D i really wanna kiss him and hug him tightly :D His sight always can make me got happyness, release a sadness, dont know why always arise a smile whenever i see his pic, there is a feeling that i cant tell. i dont know how many times i kissed his pic in one day, or how many times i watched his video, i wish i can have his funny talking too :) haha :D am falling in love for many times sight :D He is remedy of my sadness :) thanks to him, that i have never touch but touch my heart like as a feeling of mom? :D haha :d really i dont know whats kind of this feeling coz im not a mom yet :D Am always freak :D thats true, now, my mobile and my pc have been fulfilled with his fac...

Jakarta, August 20, 2010 Beautiful Morning, little rain outside, smell so good, and wind is blowing so slowly, feel cold but so coool :D fresh air...Oh, Thanks to Allah for this beauty morning :) hmmm, Pee Loon song still on playing when i wrote this posting ... suddenly remember with someone being :) someone who always i told in this blog since at first time i made this blog. Almost 2 years going on... sweet bitter things come and gone, not only with him but with many ones else too :) Someone that i love since too ago even till now :) when nothing remain between me and him but i cant deny that i still love him. Maybe thats true, if girls will stop their love to someone that gone when they get new love again. Its similar with my true story. Too ago I kept Michael name with his love arround in my life, manythings happend, manyones come and gone, but Michael feel still so close with me eventhough i cant see him arround me till that someone come and touch my heart deeply :) " strange...

This posting is especially for DARK ANGEL :) My Dear Sister from Morange, Few days ago, i was meeting her after so long time not see her arround. One of my beloved one, we have same hobby and thats making poems. I like her poem so much, deep words. She is so great when revealed everything about love in poem. From Sad love till happy love, from united till separation. And i requested her to make me so sad poem, today i got her poem from Gmail, and now i want share this poem with all of you, my dear reader and you can see her on her blog, you will find everything in love.. but mostly sorrow things.. WHISPER FOR YOU As if sadness and I is one cant be two. As if sadness and I is twin noday pass by without I cry. Sadness full up every drop of my eyes and nite pass by withot u I stay awake at nite counting star and thinking of you I stay awake paging my netbook and I write to you. My tears never dry as a river flow from mountain, my ink never dry as a spring flow words, you are far away as...

See !!! this is my smile for you A Remedy of your little missing A Remedy of your little pain A Remedy of your little lonely A heaven in front of you... See!!! this is my laughter for you Sound of it can give u happiness Melody of it that u like most Like as a wave of peace that come to you with a peace Watch!!! This is My eyes Stare of them you cant forget Sparkling of them you miss a lot Whats a nice feeling that you can see in it When you start to falling with... Listen!!! This is My voice That you waiting for it so long time That You like most when crying That you love most when laughing That you miss and only miss when I am in deep sleeping... Feel!!! This is My Love for You Never need to ask for Never need to proof Because I ll love you as much as you love me This is mine A Pure love u can see in my eyes A sweet love u can get when i smile A happy love u can feel when i laughter for you And word from my voice will say.... ..... I LOVE YOU..... Note : Inspiration Writin...

A mber flower is blooming in the summer R ose bring a mistic fragrance S andalwood spread its sweet smelling H old my heart to stand lovely A bout the time that passed away D ay that i through more precious with your being A nger gone after saw your smile K issing you give peace in my soul R acing of My heart send nice melody by see your eyes A bsolutely missing replace the sadness M ove on my Love from here to your place.... R ise a happiness when nite come by looking at your face A ny tiredness lost by cherish your chubby cheek Z ero thing arise again to warming up my spirit E ntire of whole body feel safety when imagine about you E mbrace you tighty in my hugging, to be with you till... N ext, In Future, when you will stay in your own way.. Litle note for my little angelo, AAR is your name, recently i got sumthing peace whenever i look at your cute face, feel like as mom, isnt? i dont know, but whenever i see your eyes, your smile, your laugh, your face, eventhough...