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Assalamu'alaikum everyones... Hufts,.... I thought i can sleep earlier after say bye for sleeping to Melia on whatsapp, but my mind cant stop thinking about something for last two days, think and think and think till i got headache. Better i wrote that here or it ll gonna explode me up :P *Lebay :D padahal gak penting sama sekali apa yang gue pikirin, kek kek kek...* Well, Actually i wanna talk about my experience with a girl friend. That time, I was so wonder who she is actually. Completely unbearable matters i ever heard since along time ago. I made a friendship with her, but because of my unnecessary attitude, then we broke up but later because of a friend i can get her again even closer than was. Many bad things i heard about her, too alot, till makes me so wonder. But its not making me walking away from her, its make my curiousity to know her going deeper and increasing. Then one day, i decided to meet her in real life (actually i met her on cyber life community...

There comes a time in life When you walk away from all the drama and people who create it Surround your self with people who make you laugh Forget the bad and focus on the good Love the people who treat you right Pray for the ones who dont Life is too short to be anything but happy Dont see everyones' flaws dont listen to everything you're told Dont speak if its not kind Always Look for the good in people Not everything is truth Only Speak words of kindness Live Life positively.... FALLING DOWN IS PART OF LIFE GETTING BACK UP IS LIVING

Hi guys, hows ur life going on? I wish all is going smoothly with yours. Hmmm, well actually, am bit active to update this blog again. Today, i wanna share with you a little dream in my life that i think this is one of my big desires in my life. Everyone should have desires in their life, Maybe, some are about walking around the world, shopping, collection branded goods or maybe anything else belong to their hobbies. But for me, My desires is having a beautiful home where i can be living, enjoying and do everything with my family. My kids (Wishes ;), My husband (Future :P ) or if possible my all big family.    Home is everything coz i dont like to go somewhere else without any purpose. Having big home maybe is one of my dream. My favorites place is bedroom, bathroom, kitchen, and family room. Except those rooms, there is a room that i always desire, Its a library home. I wish i could having a home with big library. A place where i can put all of my books, ...

Like this (maybe) how I love you... Like as a laughter of kids when playing in the rain Like as a sweet thing that appear in your eyes any time I see your face...divine..simply.. lovely.... Like as a funny uncomplete teeth when you laugh Or a feeling when your palm touch my cheeks... My Sweet Little angel... I miss you.. How are you today What you look alike...What you're doing... I want play in the rain while laugh with you I want dance in the rain while hug you... And I want see you in whatever you do... You... and only you... -One day  when my feeling is growing , when my hope stay higher- Once another time when I remember Face of A little Prince  Someone I have never seen Before -

There is 1 note that i read from my friend's blog. I just like it, and let me try to translate it here, This is about a monolog with itself.... "I ever feel become some1 that get the most betraying in this world, or the most guilty person or the one who had alot of problem, or the most unlucky person. i've walked alone on the edge of road in one town, in once evening, while the buses and the cars just run like as people with no care. I ever felt i dont have friends just for listening what i felt" you said with so sad voice.. There is a untold sadness, like as the electrical cables that hang on all over the city's skylight. How to break an complexity things to be simple and real? while malls and shopping centres, restaurant, always seem friendly to invite us to get there, It Never really honest to accept us what we are.... "All of us have things that we could handle better than others who do it. Unfortunately, sometime we lost our best capability - ...

Hi, everybody.... Here me again, I write this few minutes before going to my best friend's wedding. No longer again, she ll be wife completely. Last nite is her last day to be single and this nite is the first day to be double...hehehe.. Today i didnt want to write much, they ll shout at me. But i just want sharing with you about What the meaning of "The Miracle of Prayer" She knew this "man" at November 2011, but no big things happen, then she met him again before she went to Umrah with me at last March. She said she wish too much about husband when at there. Back from Umrah, The miracle is happened. They are become lover, and now at July 7,2012 she ll get married.... Someone that completely "Good" in my eyes >>> as i heard from her. she introduce him to me too. completely different from her last boy friend that she wish to be with for rest of life but no destiny. This someone is the answer of her prayer. I wish too. No one perfe...

Sandal... all of you should know what that is. Almost 24/7 we use it arround home, while walking, while talking while eating, while do anything except while we do prayer in mosque or sleeping , hehehe. Today, i have a funny things about my own sandal :D *its off course funny for me but dont know for you*  ;) As usual day, my work times always crowded, rings of phones all the time, the customers, my worksheets, and should go up and down from 2nd floor to 3rd floor coz of the Internet Lan broken at office :s *It should because of my boss is forget to pay the bill again :| * Then After Asr prayer time, it was only 1 of my girl friend in 3rd floor, end of month, everyones busy outside office to manage some customers out side. So then i sit beside her  and seeing her that try to find out the sweet hijab for her marriage in next June. We got a little talk too about that plan also about her doubt to carry on that plan. Then i got a call from a customer and should go bac...

I want to live my life to the absolute fullest  To open my eyes to be all I can be To travel roads not taken,  to meet faces unknown  To feel the wind,  to touch the stars I promise to discover myself To stand tall with greatness To chase down and catch every dream LIFE IS AN ADVENTURE This little words is words that i heard from an advertising on TV. Was, i have never mind it at all, and actually i like this advertising because of all children in this video soo cute. but in one of misty night :D when no one at home, i could listen what they said carefully... And those all the words. Its all about life. And Life is really an adventure. Sometimes Nothing is really still can say something. And a spirit in life, faces that unknow, greatness, the wind, the stars and off course every dream that we built. Its about our purpose. How much we can do for ownself then that will come to us. Indonesian quote said, who planted they will reap. ...

I was never imagined that i will get this much. It was my longtime longing toward him. Thank You So Much. Even i couldnt tell what i feel today but all because of you. Because of him. The long time longing that i couldnt say. You can always  make me smile. And thanks for excellent gift that i got today. And as always these eyes will stay locked to see them many times... What a great Saturday. And again thank you for all...take care and keep fine :)

This moral story i got from my friend, she said she got some kind of this story from her friend's broadcast in Black Berry. Yesterday, i was talking with her about some matter and then she just shared this story, simple story but full of learning for them who wanna learn and learn about love, life, respect and build relationship... lets read and check it out... (It was in indonesian, i tried to translate it by english, hope not too different with the original story) "It was a family, Dad, Mom and 3 kids, just simply family. a story go on.. one of their kid telling this story... "20 years went away, but still i remind that nice memory... Once upon time, Mom that woke up since morning, working hardly whole day, arrange home, cleaning, without servant. It was 19.00 Pm, Mom prepare a simply dinner for us, Dad, me and my brother with omelet, fish fried, anchovy chili sauce, and rice. But because of my lil sister cry, mom is busy to take care of her and forgot her cooking till ...

Today, I just wanna say... I am very happy... yeah... too alot happy... why? getting something in my life? i think more than that.. Its about my interesting in writing. Yeah, I like to write since long time ago, or even since am in in my mom's pregnancy...hehehe, :P Talking about writing, its mean also about this blog, actually, most of commentator in this blog is my friends that know me, know who i am and what happen with me, yeah, so, when i wrote something that they felt passed the limit then i will got "Special comment" but its ok, no problem above all. Once day ago, I found a website that so interesting for me, In this website, I found many writers, and they write everything they wanna to write to tell to share at there since religion matter, poem, short story even some article about sex. Many moral article i found too at there. Its impressed me, then without thinking too much, i joined it. Yeah, I wanna try my capability in that website, its a world wide writer webs...

Like as the other days, days before yesterday... Not yet so manything i can share, also nothing i can write more...here.. sometime lost words, sometime just read my old posting. This nite, again, once more...its about nothing... just write what i wanna to write, just read what i wanna to read and listen what i wanna to listen. My eyes found some old conversation on yahoo, very nice talking...what a nite... some old songs since hindi to western songs, coffee, insomnia, this blog and old history chat... so many memorable moments that time. All goes start to play like as a movie in my mind.. Where are you now? where are they who said they love me? Time changes everything or maybe they are changing... and finally i feel ... Whats the meaning of Nothing lasts forever... Whats the meaning of All good relation cant stay good forever, I dont know what i do... it just a deep feeling i cant deny... like as dreaming without limit.. every year will remind me about everything... Sometime too afrai...

Mom.... when mention this name will always make my tears wanna burst out :) I am already more than 30 years old, but i am still account what have i did for her? It will be going to zero, empty zone, i am not a good daughter enough. Sometimes, When Yani telling about her mom, how she sent and pick her mom going and back to or from work place, i only have a bitter smile. Or when Naura telling about her mom, suddenly my tears will come down :) how great they are who can love their mom that much. I start live separately from my family maybe almost 13 years ago, even i got surprise by this sometimes, only can go home once in year, and calling my family when my worksheets being far from me. But My mom will always like that, she will call when i start to be busy and forget all the things arround me, its strange me sometimes, i have much time to be online on messenger, hahaha hihihi and talk with them who i didnt knew real but i often forget just to say "I LOVE YOU, Mom :)" Mom..That...