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Wow :D whats great news and nice gifts... :D today is 1st day im back to Jakarta after eid holidays at my hometown.. Many many grateful with Alhamdulillah..grateful to Allah for nice news that i got today... Huh... before reached Jakarta, my journey was so suffering :D traffic jam whole of the way, and AC in my bus was died..whats a nice journey between traffic jam and heat weather :D ussually i reach Jakarta when Fajr Prayer coming, but today i reach it after Zuhur Prayer :S but its ok when i reach home then i got 2 good news from my 2 best friends :D Both of them ll get marry :D aha :D am so happy...1 ll get marry at November 2010, May Allah make it easy for her and 1 ll get marry in 6 or 7 months later... their fiance already sent a proposal to have married to their parents..Alhamdulillah :) May both of u ll get happy marriage :) mwah mwah (L). Am still waiting another news from someone... i wanna sleep but this worry didnt give me permit to close my eyes ... then i just open my pc,...

Hmmm, sometimes a quote which tell if silent better than too much talking.. its really true :) Thank u for this Holy Ramadhan, My heart feel so peace. After doing everything, then lay on bed, reading some books for while, listen to the music... and just seeing My little angel cute face :) his eyes, his chubby cheeks :D i really wanna kiss him and hug him tightly :D His sight always can make me got happyness, release a sadness, dont know why always arise a smile whenever i see his pic, there is a feeling that i cant tell. i dont know how many times i kissed his pic in one day, or how many times i watched his video, i wish i can have his funny talking too :) haha :D am falling in love for many times sight :D He is remedy of my sadness :) thanks to him, that i have never touch but touch my heart like as a feeling of mom? :D haha :d really i dont know whats kind of this feeling coz im not a mom yet :D Am always freak :D thats true, now, my mobile and my pc have been fulfilled with his fac...

Give Up.... :'( its feel so sad, feel so hard, feel so unbearable, but i want give up now... i cant stay longer and stuck in this way. i dont wanna so. Ramadhan give me time to be away by many ways.. I am sure Allah will always help me. I just need power from Allah to be strong. Give Up... My heart say like that so.. eventhoung half of it dont wanna so... But what i see and what i listen, thats so different ... time to choose my own way... to get smile and laugh that become so rare arise on my face... I am giving Up...after 1 year 5 months goes on... finally, i feel give up... :'(

Jakarta, August 20, 2010 Beautiful Morning, little rain outside, smell so good, and wind is blowing so slowly, feel cold but so coool :D fresh air...Oh, Thanks to Allah for this beauty morning :) hmmm, Pee Loon song still on playing when i wrote this posting ... suddenly remember with someone being :) someone who always i told in this blog since at first time i made this blog. Almost 2 years going on... sweet bitter things come and gone, not only with him but with many ones else too :) Someone that i love since too ago even till now :) when nothing remain between me and him but i cant deny that i still love him. Maybe thats true, if girls will stop their love to someone that gone when they get new love again. Its similar with my true story. Too ago I kept Michael name with his love arround in my life, manythings happend, manyones come and gone, but Michael feel still so close with me eventhough i cant see him arround me till that someone come and touch my heart deeply :) " strange...

Pee loon tere neelay neelay nainon se shabnam Pee loon tere geelay geelay hoto ki sargam Pee loon hai peenay ka mausam Tere sang ishq taari hai Tere sang ik khumari hai Tere sang chain bhi mujhko Tere sang bekraari hai Tere bin jee nahi lagda, tere bin jee nahi sakda Tujhpe hai haare maine vaare do jahan, kurbaan, meharbaan, ke main toh kurbaan Sun le zara, tera kurbaan Hosh mein rahun kyun aaj main Tu meri baahon mein simti hai, mujh mein samayi hai yun Jis tarah ki koi hum nadi, tu mere seenay mein chupti hai sagar tumhara main hoon Pee loon teri dheemi dheemi lehron ki cham cham Pee loon teri saundi saundi saanson ko har dum Pee loon hai peenay ka mausam Tere sang ishq taari hai Tere sang ik khumari hai Tere sang chain bhi mujhko Tere sang bekraari hai Shaam ko milun jo main tujhe Toh bura subah na jaane kyun kuch maan jaati hai yeh Har lamha, har ghadi har pehar Hi teri yaadon se tadpa ke mujhko jalati hai yeh Pee loon main dheere dheere jalne ka yeh gumm Pee loon inn gore gore haa...

This posting is especially for DARK ANGEL :) My Dear Sister from Morange, Few days ago, i was meeting her after so long time not see her arround. One of my beloved one, we have same hobby and thats making poems. I like her poem so much, deep words. She is so great when revealed everything about love in poem. From Sad love till happy love, from united till separation. And i requested her to make me so sad poem, today i got her poem from Gmail, and now i want share this poem with all of you, my dear reader and you can see her on her blog, you will find everything in love.. but mostly sorrow things.. WHISPER FOR YOU As if sadness and I is one cant be two. As if sadness and I is twin noday pass by without I cry. Sadness full up every drop of my eyes and nite pass by withot u I stay awake at nite counting star and thinking of you I stay awake paging my netbook and I write to you. My tears never dry as a river flow from mountain, my ink never dry as a spring flow words, you are far away as...

See !!! this is my smile for you A Remedy of your little missing A Remedy of your little pain A Remedy of your little lonely A heaven in front of you... See!!! this is my laughter for you Sound of it can give u happiness Melody of it that u like most Like as a wave of peace that come to you with a peace Watch!!! This is My eyes Stare of them you cant forget Sparkling of them you miss a lot Whats a nice feeling that you can see in it When you start to falling with... Listen!!! This is My voice That you waiting for it so long time That You like most when crying That you love most when laughing That you miss and only miss when I am in deep sleeping... Feel!!! This is My Love for You Never need to ask for Never need to proof Because I ll love you as much as you love me This is mine A Pure love u can see in my eyes A sweet love u can get when i smile A happy love u can feel when i laughter for you And word from my voice will say.... ..... I LOVE YOU..... Note : Inspiration Writin...