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Give Up.. :'(

Give Up.... :'( its feel so sad, feel so hard, feel so unbearable, but i want give up now... i cant stay longer and stuck in this way. i dont wanna so. Ramadhan give me time to be away by many ways.. I am sure Allah will always help me. I just need power from Allah to be strong.

Give Up... My heart say like that so.. eventhoung half of it dont wanna so... But what i see and what i listen, thats so different ... time to choose my own way... to get smile and laugh that become so rare arise on my face...

I am giving Up...after 1 year 5 months goes on... finally, i feel give up... :'(
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madniman said…
:( are you okay?
29 August 2010 at 00:30
Meirha Larasati said…
@ madni : am okay :) just give up for something only, but still it feel hard to release it :)
29 August 2010 at 15:51
sassavampire said…
I know how you feel, apu :'( as i am in the same exact situation as where you are now :(
30 August 2010 at 12:08
Meirha Larasati said…
@sassa : yeah, i know whats kind of this everyfeeling :( also what you feel, so hard.. hah ? :s but still dont know why i love him this much :)
30 August 2010 at 13:31
sassavampire said…
That's what I call "true love". It doesn't matter how much you got hurt, you still love him impartially :)
30 August 2010 at 20:42
Meirha Larasati said…
@Sassa : If true love always be like this Sas? sometimes, i just wanna laugh at my self :) but its really happend and i feel all of this feeling :D manyones told so that am so stupid :d
30 August 2010 at 21:50
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