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ARE YOU BEST OR BEAST ? HAHAHAHA



This story dedicated to a crazy woman..hahahaha, Her name is MEI SETIYOWATI.. but i like called her as RAHMA MICHAEL.. whohahaha.. I think she is beautiful, very beautiful girl.. ups not girl again cause now her age 30 years old. She will become aunt without uncle... hahaha She is my very best friend.. i know her in every vein. ;) She is beautiful woman hahaha, who is agree with me.? you can see her photo above. Am i right? She is an office worker at notary public office in Jakarta, Indonesia. She said she have expert to handle accounting management. But i dont think so... hehehe.. recently i found her always busy with her mobile in her busy time.. I dont know what is she done with it but sound that i heard she doing chat in her busy time work. hahaha...

Rahma is an ordinary woman, i called her woman cause she isnt young again. hehehe. An ordinary woman, i dont know what she want in her life for her self, she always busy to give the other happiness even some time she forgot her self and found her self not younger again. But it doesnt matter for her. She said she only want give her family happiness as much as she can and as long as she want. Always do like that. She always try to keep her self for them. She said she always get happiness just with see all of ones she loved smile with happiness. she just an ordinary woman. hahaha.. or the beast or then become freak?

Rahma with her memory about Michael, her first love that become her sadness love then. Michael that give love and hurt with his being and gone. But Rahma have never give it up. She always try to get wisdom from it. Love is Love and sometime hurt made that love increase and strong than before. Maybe thats the best from her. then i will give you the beast from her...hahaha... she is crazy, madness, freak sometime... sometime childist, moody, angrier, but sometime full of love...hehehe... oh ya...? I dont know..

Sometime she can become someone who love much, but sometime she can become heartless. beast, stubborn, she love give critic the other but she isnt perfect too.. hehehe.. Thats Rahma wit her plus and minus. but recently I got Rahma become madness with her unbearable feeling to someone. I dont know who is he.. hahahaha... Still got curious with it, Rahma is someone who hard to fall in loved, but who is he .. can made her become madness. hahaha, a few days ago.. i found her.. crying alot without any reason, i asked her what happend darling? but she didnt answerd. only crying and crying till a clock on the wall showed 03.00 Am. Maybe sleepy was took her gone. And she got tired with that cry.

Hmmm...someone, you are very great, I had never found her cry like that eventhough when Michael gone to heaven. Pity you are Rahma. That isnt someone's mistake. coz sometime feeling and love cant be predict. Am I right some one? Rahma got that unbearable feeling for 2 days. She try to avoid and ignore some one. But heart cant be cheated she was feel that missing... missing and missing... Rahma become freak then. She didnt like her self, she didnt like her weakness but she like with that feeling eventhough it give her hurt and happy at the same time.

Rahma become better after 2 days, she cant avoid someone for along time because that feeling have grow up not cause his fault. Rahma can accept anything. And she is become happy then because some one love her too. Special love that he give to Rahma..Divine Love..is there another love that wonderful than this love? Nothing. Rahma got happiness with that love. She love him more than before. She only want that some one always stay forever in there and become strong day after day. She only want that some one always happiness with or without her being. She only want that some one keep in fine always.

And the last, Rahma only said Thank you for the love that some one gave to Rahma, Thank you for everything that some one gave to Rahma, every caring, every wisdom, every affection. And the last Rahma only said... Rahma love you with her own way. :)

Comments

Someone ;) said…
Lady angel, i really pleased to read your blog! How can a person depict a so amazing blog by whole those feelings. So touchy feelings :). I'v read it in one breath. God bless your Michael always :). But i'm really jealous with you dear someone ;)
madniman said…
Muhammad abrar or akbar was your love, who you named micheal right?
madniman said…
By this topic you given me idea for my blog :D freak and crazy idea came in my brain *thinking mode on /emm*
Meirha Larasati said…
@Madni : yeah, his full name is Muhammad Akbar Michael :)

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