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I did all, today...

" It is a happiness by itself when we don't need to pretend to be a very good someone, just for the sake of maintain the image and the satisfaction of other people's hearts . When honesty is not always met with a positive attitude, it's time to think to keep being yourself and make life more meaningful "

Hmmm, dont know this sentences will be suitable with i had done, something that i have never think, even never come in my dream. I did all today. I dont know really what my reason for that. But now, my heart and head feeling easy. Maybe thats not true but maybe not true also to keep promisse without limit. I had did that. something that i have never think i can do it. Once for first time and once for last time.

Too many things lost and gone and drown in where i cant feel that :( Its really a sad thing. One day, i just know when i feel i lost almost half of my self :| Is it enough? is it time to stop? what will happen next? what should i do now? one by one a question come without the answer, what, why and when.

Today, I did all, something i have never think even in my dream, just hope its really help eventhoug i dont know too. Time to prepare... after reach the top limit. i should back.. step by step too...just wish good luck for my self ...for today, that ll become a memories...
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hun said…
really very good memories :-*
22 December 2010 at 13:44
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