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Mom That I have...

Mom.... when mention this name will always make my tears wanna burst out :) I am already more than 30 years old, but i am still account what have i did for her? It will be going to zero, empty zone, i am not a good daughter enough. Sometimes, When Yani telling about her mom, how she sent and pick her mom going and back to or from work place, i only have a bitter smile. Or when Naura telling about her mom, suddenly my tears will come down :) how great they are who can love their mom that much.

I start live separately from my family maybe almost 13 years ago, even i got surprise by this sometimes, only can go home once in year, and calling my family when my worksheets being far from me. But My mom will always like that, she will call when i start to be busy and forget all the things arround me, its strange me sometimes, i have much time to be online on messenger, hahaha hihihi and talk with them who i didnt knew real but i often forget just to say "I LOVE YOU, Mom :)"

Mom..That I have, just a simple village woman, she didnt have high education, she also didnt have jobs like as woman who has high education. But for me she is more than anyone in the world. Mom that i have, maybe cant talk well with foreign language but she has more than enough to teach love language in my life.

Mom that I have, only a simple village woman, who will shout me out when i did something naughty, who will pinch me hardly when i started disturb my sisters and made them cry when we was child, Mom that I have maybe cant give me much money to continue my study but i knew better how she did working till late night as a servant of restaurant.

Mom that I have... maybe not like as other mom who can sent and pick her daughter from school everyday...but from her i learnt too much how to be strong as a woman, how to hold our life on our own feet...

Mom that I have maybe wont be with me when i am going to sleep or when i am waking up in the morning... But because of her, I can do my life better than anything now...

This is my Mom. Mom that I have, she is a Simple Woman But always to be greatest in my life.
Now, this time, today, by the wind and something hard in my heart...i want release by remind her... IF NOTHING HARD IN LIFE WHEN WE LIVE IT BETTER :)

This nite...I just wanna say Thank You, Mom... I love YOU (KLF) Mwah (L)

Mom..That I have will always with me with her love, caring, blessing and wishing.. May Allah will always grace you health and happiness, Amin :)
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madniman said…
you reminded of my mom.
14 June 2011 at 06:43
madniman said…
Smangattt !!!
14 June 2011 at 06:45
Meicaa said…
:( Kok aku jadi mau nangis.....
1 July 2011 at 11:26
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