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Dil Chura Le... O chand se chehre wale...

How to handle this longing??? :) i have no way to release this.... maybe still this way i choose.. telling and sharing my feeling here...

One face of a little angel...stay in my mind nowadays... I was dreaming him these recent nite...My heart still so warm when i look at his face for so long time. But now, even i couldnt tell his short name here...for some reason... how restlessness this heart...my pagalness still too alot, my desire start to arise... I am still falling in love with that face...

His pure smile, his chubby cheeks, his lil body, his voice and even i imagine his fragrance. I feel him in my hugs, I wish i could kiss his chubby cheeks, caressing his forehead, looking at him silently when he is in tight sleep, dance with him with slow hindi song, Make him feel comport in my arm and then sleep deeply in there...

He still can do a magic on me anytime i see his pics, anytime i remind his voice... And he still like as remedy of my sadness. Looking at his pic made my imagination fly away...and was.. am with him in it..feel his lil hand touch my cheeks, smell his fragrance on my clothes... but... i only do a silence love.. with a silence words... cause and even i couldnt mentioned his name here... Only everywhere i put his pics... and looking at his face again and again and again...

But A Pray, A wishing also can do by silence...I wish nothing for my self now, but many wishing for you my little angel... May Allah take care of your life till one day u are succeed to be a man (KLF)

Today, by this posting..maybe you wont feel my warm hugs, my kiss on ur face, but i wanna send this love, this missing... that come harder to treat my heart nowadays... I only wish you are always be in health...

And this song maybe can express what i felt to you today.... Dil chura le o chand se chehre wale, muskurale...o chand se chehre wale...I have always been in love with you, but how i do tell to u.. you dont understand how i pine... give me a smile... and... let me drown in my imagine with u now.... :'(

Maybe my voice wont be so good when i really sing for you, but today i really want sing this song for you only. Only one wish, someone will play this song unintentionally and there you ll dance with lil dancing...



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