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Its Still About You...


“There’s one thing I want to say, so I’ll be brave. You were what I wanted. I gave what I gave. I’m not sorry I met you. I’m not sorry it’s over. I’m not sorry there’s nothing to save. Cause Something You left is better than anything i ever had....... ”


The Impossible Love I had ever dreamt...
Dear You.... You’re probably thinking I’ve forgotten all about you by now, but that’s far from it. I have missed you every waking day and my heart still hurts, but I’m getting better. I continue to smile and still go on without you. I know I have missed you, but I have kept it all inside of me, only for me to know. I still wonder about your doings, how you are, what you’re doing, what we used to talk about, to the laugh in your voice. Just, everything. I miss it all. However, I feel that the parting of us was for the best, because everything happens for a reason. Should destiny put us into a crossing road in the future, that is when I will see you again. Until then, remember this; No matter what, even through the screaming fights, the disagreements, mistakes and the tears we’ve cried; though I saw this as a possible outcome, I took the risk and gave you my all. Never, ever, did I give up on you. Do not give up on yourself. Believe. Anything is possible. And if you ever need a helping hand, do not hesitate to ask. I may be far away, but I will always be in reach. 
i miss you.

I dont know what i do in this blog again :) between my office time , i just found this note in my friend's facebook note (Uwie's note) ; for somedays i forgot what a hurt look alike and even i forgot what something made my eyes got wet. Sometime its big funny to feel how everything goes on. Like as everything that i set as a draft posting this blog. cut in the middle without ending. I dont know why it happened. 

Something is changing in my heart, thats really strange for me. I even dont know whats already lost. But i felt a big hole that so dark. Yeah, maybe it still about someone. Actually, I miss him. I miss every single things we talked or even we fought for. I miss to listen his song, I miss any chance to stay in faster encounter between busy days. Everything is changing, But i know only one thing that never changed. He always special with his speciality in every pieces of my heart. 

My eyes are still full with tears when i remind him but i still can smile nicely, when i remember him too. If I cry for a minute then i have a day long to smile, If I cry for a day then I have a week to smile, If I cry for a week then i have month to smile, and if i cry for whole year then i still have rest of my life to smile... If both are because of him... I am getting better i know that, time will give me time to be better, I believe. But Yes, I  miss him.....I miss him much....viva forever.. everlasting, like the sun this is for you.. hope u're fine... :)

Comments

someone said…
yes. i am very fine by the grace of the merciful lord and your unending prayers. i do remember you a lot. but... ok let it go. just keep fine, very very fine :)
9 March 2012 at 08:28
Meirha Larasati said…
To Someone : wonder why but its surprising me to find ur comment here :) Alhamdulillah, take care n stay good, May Allah always be with u as my prayer too :)
10 March 2012 at 10:42
madniman said…
don't forget to write about you journay of makkah and madinah on the blog please
11 March 2012 at 01:50
Meirha Larasati said…
Madni, for the most important wish me all the best please :D If there is chance i ll write for sure :)
13 March 2012 at 08:30
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