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For Binu Abraham.... Green Colour of Life ...:-)





Dear Master B....


Hello, Hi, How R You, My master B, My green B, My Great Friend? Today, just feel miss you so much, i dont know why you never reply my mail. Today, I read again all of your mail that i got since you become my friend.

B, how much i want to say thank you for your presence in my life. Sometimes i feel i am not fair with you, you always be there whenever i need you. but as a friend then after i got solve from a problem then i never come to you. how bad am i B?

I am so careless, to say thank you for everything that you gave for me. You are one of my happiness in this cyber world, but now i am already feel that i will loose you forever. You go away.

Still i remember once upon time ago, when no one talk to me, when no one care on me, you always be there, and said - Angela, wake up, i dont like you now, come on, Angela that i know not like this. -

I remember too, when once upon time, i requested you to come back on Morange, you promisse me then you fullfill it. If i can i want sing this song for you.... Guzarish or Tum bin jiya jaye kaise... to show you how important you are for me as very good friend.

B, please forgive for every careless, Maybe i cant account how many times i have disturbed your everyday with my cases. but you always listen and listen and listen. Angela thankful for that B, unfortunately, i cant hold you to stay, you already all of this world crazy and fake.... :( only 1 thing my sigh for you B, you never told what you feel when you are angry or didnt like about something, you only like to be silent and just give a smile....

B, if next no time for Angela meet you again, i hope you will find this letter that i write to you....
B, this time Angela just want to say thank you for your kindness, for smile that you gave me, for every solve of every cases, for Advice that often beat me up and woke me up, for listening, for sharing, for everything that i cant mentioned one by one :-)

You have show me, how to be a good friend, Give without expect, Advise, but don't order.
Ask, but never demand, and i know very well you try to do this quota :) Am proud with you B, Proud as your Friend. Times that i spent with you, will be nice memories that cant changed with everything... Thank You again..Hope you always fine, health and successful. May God Bless You with yours. and Good Luck for your everything ....

B, Today with the letter that i write for you, Angela just wanna say I miss You so much......

With Love,
Angela

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