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Karena Aku Mencintainya...

Between busy times at office...
Sudenly My phone is rang.. a calling comes...
From the other side of me, someone greeting "Angela, assalamu'alaikum..."
"Hi Veer...waalaikumsalam"
What a great surprise that suddenly you called me this time, whats up? everything ok? what happen with you? whats up with zahira?"

"Hey..hey..Angela... give me space Dear!! this is not chatting dear" Veer replied me with bit shouting ...hehe ;)

"what happen at there Veer?"
"I called you intentionally, i wish you can come in my wedding" Veer answered me..
"Hah? Going to India? is that possible Veer?" i told..
"yeah, Why not? Mom already searched a gal for me, if she fix with someone, then it ll fixed for me to marry her" Veer telling me..

"Heh? what u mean? Gal? Mom? then Zahira??" i replied him confusing
"No, dear, this is not my wedding with Zahira, better you ask her why this happen" Veer answered me with so quite voice till almost i cant hear him.
"What u mean Veer? Then your story will be same like as me?
"Yeah, thats all, No Chance, because her parents reject me" Veer answered..
"Did you talk with her, Angela?"

"No Veer, its so long time i didnt meet her, last chat with her was about 2 months ago, and that time she was still telling me about ur both wedding plan...but now..oh, My Allah, I hate Cyber Love story..."

"Hahaha, dont fall in love then Angela, better you fall after marriage" Veer laughing. "Btw, will you come if i send invitation card?

"Hehe, dont send invitation card then, send me ticket to go there" i replied him. "But btw, where will you keep me? at ur home? is it big enough?"

"Just come, i will keep you at the river :D only need 100 steps from my home" haha..
Well, Angela, have good time dear, take care your self, nothing i can say more" Veer said it.

"Veer....???? Are you okay?" i asked.
"I should..I will be, dont worry" Assalamu'alaikum...Veer answered me then click the phone disconected.

"Waalaikumsalam wr.wb" i answerd him after long time silent, cause didnt believe with what i heard today. Are...Allah.. Will any love by this way always meet stuck and broken? I have never think that it will happen with them. Just 1 year more, but the result is broken, separation. One will choose another girl, and one will married another man.

Nothing can do more, or there is still any chance for them? or for who love each other but dont have chance to marry? Dont know cause destiny still playing with it till one day, it will showing us what happen...

Now, i can wish all the best only, for both of them, with everything they have later...

Jakarta rain again, i finished this story at 11.49 PM, out side rain comes so hard.. i open old chat history with Zahira...where is she now?? Even for this saddy news she didnt tell me...:( Hope Allah will care her...

One of line of that history chat, i wrote...

"I love him simply, Too simple till no need any reason why i love him, too simple without wishing that he will feel the same feeling like as what i have. But Love is still love and i only want he feel this love from me. But Love is still love that i wish someday.. i will be happy for having him and wish he will be happy because of having me...

Karena Aku mencintainya...hanya mencintainya.. not for anything not for something...just a loving"

Zahira.... Veer... destiny told different... :(
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abdul raoof c said…
lolss..... dont trust web love :P
22 April 2011 at 02:27
Anonymous said…
Little wit in the mind makes much work for the feet.
27 April 2011 at 14:54
Meirha Larasati said…
Raoof : hehe, no trust no love :P
29 April 2011 at 10:12
Meirha Larasati said…
To anonymous : Yeah, absolutely right, but sometime wit not work well because of blindness, hehe, anyway thanks :)
29 April 2011 at 10:14
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