Ya Allah... I miss that Girl so much.... :'(

Jakarta, mid nite again...

Today busy works already finished hours ago, i got home after maghrib then just watching, talking and do something with my room mates, :) feeling not wanna read something but still many books i should finished also wanna continue If Tommorrow Comes by Sydney Sheldon that i left in my locker some months ago cause dizzy with the english, hehe, i think i should enrich my english more to finish some ebook that i got from some friends, huffs... A friend recommended to buy E book Reader too :D but its too expensive ...hehehe, should decide asap, but its really nice if can bring many books without any burden :D

After come online, Talking with nie, noor, kiki, Ra, Srk and some friends that long time i didnt meet cause my ym always mode offline, i got enough happiness ...Oh.. Long time i didnt meet them intentionally :)

After doing praying, again i cant sleep, lavender body mist that i used on my pillow cant make sleepy come yet :( suddenly remember face of someone beauty that long time i didnt meet... Ya Allah... I miss that girl so much... Many stories i wanna tell her, about choto, about Raoof that already at Qatar, about my relation with nie, about my work, about something, someone, and manything, also about kids of my sisters... I really miss her tonite ..:(

Ya ...Rabb, send my big kisses in her dream to nite...whispering her that i wish for her coming sometimes please.. I really miss her and i feel its become so deep loneliness eventhough i feel full by talking with some friends.

Ya ...Allah, Take care her at there as much as You care me here...Send my lovely love that become much more this nite please..to touch her heart then she remind me here please...

Ya Allah... I miss that Girl so much... I hope i am still have time to meet her in 1 year more...Ya Allah.. grant her happiness, health and wealth...Amin... (K)(L)(F)

Ya Allah... I miss that Girl so much...so much...

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Wish You All The Best....

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