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Hi... everyone...How are you today? ;) Hope everything goes well in your life... as well as me here, Alhamdulillah, well, this nite i just come to fullfill my promisse to someone that not permit me using his pic in my header, and ya, as a respect to him i ll remove for sure. sorry B, i didnt ask u before posted it here :) now, i had done what u want. Beside that, i wanna share a little review about RA.ONE, hehehe, its Shah Rukh's new movies that everyone said as the most expensive hindi movie ever made at India. Bit funny till finally i can watch this movie with my girl friends. Last friday we went to the teathre but the teathre was got fire because of something wrong with electricity till. At Saturday, we went there again, but it was closing cause still in repair. But today, after make sure by calling the customer servise of MOI, we go there, and finally we watched it !!! hehehe ;) Well, 1st thing, just wanna comment about the movie, not as much as i wanted to see, but also not ba...

Hehehe, what a great day.... Assalamu'alaikum everyone... I feel today, am so beautiful... :P *who will praise mine if not me? :P :d* just reach office and remember 1 thing that yesterday i downloaded some great fashion. I am simply like to use a simple clothes everywhere, the important thing is that clothes make me enjoy and comfortable... and little bit wanna looking nice too...hihihi :P But yesterday, during browsing some article i found very nice fashion at facebook. Called it as kayra, This Kayra is one trademark of Turkish clothes, and it just so simply nice one when i look around. I think I am Falling in in love with its' style :D Simple, conservative, modern, tidy but still not acrossed "the limit" ..hehehe, here, i will posting some of Kayra collections. This time just for women. Hope you like them as much as me. I Plan wanna make some of them as my coveralls. but should to be slimmer..wuhehehehehe :p lets check it out... and happy day :) May Allah bless you ...

Bright beautiful morning, nothing running on my mind, but my head still busy with thinking that i cant realized what that is. My motorcycle run slowly, Wind that blowing slowly, making my scarf nicely. My face feel so fresh, foggy, misty morning, Street still so quite, suddenly i felt, deep in my heart feel so hurt.... but i don't know why it comes. I see a little girl, sleeping deeply in front of a book shop. her face still can smile though her body shivering cause of the cold breeze, without blanket, with old messy clothes. Come in my head....who is her mom? who is her dad? where are they? why she sleep at there... but even my head answer nothing... a bitter smile arise on my lips.. sudenly...tears fallen down... But Allah take care of her... Close to my motorcycle, i saw again a grand ma that too old, try to through...the street... i stop my motorcycle and asking her, "where you wanna go grandma?" ; she said : "I wanna go Depok by car but should walking cross thi...

This moral story i got from my friend, she said she got some kind of this story from her friend's broadcast in Black Berry. Yesterday, i was talking with her about some matter and then she just shared this story, simple story but full of learning for them who wanna learn and learn about love, life, respect and build relationship... lets read and check it out... (It was in indonesian, i tried to translate it by english, hope not too different with the original story) "It was a family, Dad, Mom and 3 kids, just simply family. a story go on.. one of their kid telling this story... "20 years went away, but still i remind that nice memory... Once upon time, Mom that woke up since morning, working hardly whole day, arrange home, cleaning, without servant. It was 19.00 Pm, Mom prepare a simply dinner for us, Dad, me and my brother with omelet, fish fried, anchovy chili sauce, and rice. But because of my lil sister cry, mom is busy to take care of her and forgot her cooking till ...

Today, I just wanna say... I am very happy... yeah... too alot happy... why? getting something in my life? i think more than that.. Its about my interesting in writing. Yeah, I like to write since long time ago, or even since am in in my mom's pregnancy...hehehe, :P Talking about writing, its mean also about this blog, actually, most of commentator in this blog is my friends that know me, know who i am and what happen with me, yeah, so, when i wrote something that they felt passed the limit then i will got "Special comment" but its ok, no problem above all. Once day ago, I found a website that so interesting for me, In this website, I found many writers, and they write everything they wanna to write to tell to share at there since religion matter, poem, short story even some article about sex. Many moral article i found too at there. Its impressed me, then without thinking too much, i joined it. Yeah, I wanna try my capability in that website, its a world wide writer webs...

May i send a sigh today? :( something that so long time i didnt do.. My heart just feeling so pain. so deep pain. I need to relax my mind before go on this monday... I cant tell this to anyone and also dont wanna share by talking and then i just find my self become so worst.... I just wanna talk by this blog, writing... I dont know if this matter hurts me so much, this pain is more painful than other pain, more than a pain when Michael passed away, more than a pain when my parents got divorced, more than a pain when someone left me for a reason that i cant understand, more than a pain when another someone called me just a bullshit, and more than anything that hurting me in whole of my life... Its really so pain cause actually i cant pretend that i love her so much :( .... so much... But is she knowing it? is she felt it? My tears just fallen down anytime i remember all memories with her, her deep late night phone, our conversations, our sharing, her laugh, her crying even i was felt he...

Like as the other days, days before yesterday... Not yet so manything i can share, also nothing i can write more...here.. sometime lost words, sometime just read my old posting. This nite, again, once more...its about nothing... just write what i wanna to write, just read what i wanna to read and listen what i wanna to listen. My eyes found some old conversation on yahoo, very nice talking...what a nite... some old songs since hindi to western songs, coffee, insomnia, this blog and old history chat... so many memorable moments that time. All goes start to play like as a movie in my mind.. Where are you now? where are they who said they love me? Time changes everything or maybe they are changing... and finally i feel ... Whats the meaning of Nothing lasts forever... Whats the meaning of All good relation cant stay good forever, I dont know what i do... it just a deep feeling i cant deny... like as dreaming without limit.. every year will remind me about everything... Sometime too afrai...

Due to my busy days, i left a conversation with someone at Whatsapp, just few minutes ago can take lil free breathable. Not yet so fine, but talking with someone make last problem get bit light point. Actually, we can do nothing for that matter so we decide to be nothing without do anything. Vacuum, waiting, but maybe its the best way when we couldnt find another way,... I hope, I wish. Manythings happen last 1 weeks, many good things, many bad news, some sad things, some happy news. Actually everything is colouring these last 1 week. I dont know what to say without Alhamdulillah that i am still fine, i am still here, to share with you some stupid things, some benefit things and some freak things about me. This nite, suddenly my friend was playing an indonesian song with title "hanya cinta yang bisa" if translate in english it could be "Only Love that can do" .... i stopped typing document that actually still some sheets remain.. i like most when the reff of this so...