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Serenade of early Morning..


Like as the other days, days before yesterday... Not yet so manything i can share, also nothing i can write more...here.. sometime lost words, sometime just read my old posting. This nite, again, once more...its about nothing... just write what i wanna to write, just read what i wanna to read and listen what i wanna to listen. My eyes found some old conversation on yahoo, very nice talking...what a nite... some old songs since hindi to western songs, coffee, insomnia, this blog and old history chat... so many memorable moments that time. All goes start to play like as a movie in my mind..

Where are you now? where are they who said they love me? Time changes everything or maybe they are changing... and finally i feel ... Whats the meaning of Nothing lasts forever... Whats the meaning of All good relation cant stay good forever, I dont know what i do... it just a deep feeling i cant deny... like as dreaming without limit.. every year will remind me about everything... Sometime too afraid to go on but a spirit still hold me to move on, Some sad feelings that still like to stay or some happy moments that i remember still will make me understand if there is no limit before death...

And This morning i feel something that often i careless to care, If his being and their being are so precious for me...too precious... :) but maybe its too late to know cause as i told all is changing.. change... And now, i feel am not perfect without their being. They made me who i am now ...yeah, they inspired me for my everyday with them..

o Sanam o Sanam, kahin pyaar na ho jayee, jab koi baat bigad jayee and some songs remind me, how precious every moments in past time... but nothing i can do now even to repair something broken within. Life always go on like as what it should go.... Yeah, the sad thing is only one, when we should make something, someone, some feelings, that still alive, that still present to be a memory and just can remind them all as a nice memorable person, feeling and thing... :) Allah knows the best.

Morning already start an hour ago... Teri Yaad aati hai.. ae kaash tum kehdo kabhi..yeh tumho meri.. hehehe... is it possible? Maybe just a line of my dreaming... wherever you stay you move on you go on you reach something... May Allah will always be with you... :)


P.S. Today learning is Praise everything and
everyone in your life before You lose them


Early Morning, at a room beside my room, 2011
With Memory about you, me and them
Thanks for touching my life with your being :)
I will always miss you

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abdul raoof c said…
they leav u?? or u??? if smeone feels u distrbd then they wil stay??
10 October 2011 at 23:03
Meirha Larasati said…
hmm, dont know, maybe them, maybe me, maybe we leave each other. who knows the truth reason for leaving :) sometime behind bad things hide a good things :)and unfortunately most of us only see the bad reason :)
12 October 2011 at 12:21
abdul raoof c said…
hmmmm ya humen dnt like bad... n recogns bad soon..... making gud name is very hard nd bad name come fast :)
15 October 2011 at 22:54
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