Let Me Alive For Once More Again...

Let me Alive For Once More Again. hmmm, this poem and story, i mixed while thinking about Kal Ho Na Ho movie. A Sacrifice in love. Well, actually i didnt wanna talk about that, this posting i made for my next plan about mini novel i wanna write.

I already choose a title, some roles who will play in this novel, a setting place, weather and so on. But unfortunately i lost my darkness sense. This sense often i use to explore my sadness. Maybe because nowaday i play too much with funny things :S so, when its needed i lost it and it make me stuck in one page in many hours :| Huufft.

Like as this Let Me Alive For Once More again story, i wish it was so sad story, but seem it doesnt have a soul :( i lost the soul of my story. why this sense gone upon me? i really only can post something about reality well nowadays, but really hard to explore the darkness side of me :( though many sad stories i read too :S oh...Stranger... give me back my soul :( why u taken it too ??? :O :s

A message to Aisha.....

Hellooooo, I couldnt find yet what new name that deserve and near to ur character. Send me one name please... Or i will complete my desire to use Aisha.. as your name :D

Well, this is My Let me For ONce More Again story, please kindly to advise me which one better for reading, in document file or just post as pic in this blog? ... for the link i already uploaded it, please kindly read it by BLINK HERE and or should i post like as this ?

Which one U Choose As Husband/Wife ?

This discussion just happened some days ago with my room mate, not a discuss actually, we were doing argue each other and also debate. This debate happened while we wait for the final game of football where Indonesia face Malay. Suddenly, dont know why we talk about marriage and marriage life. This is about my thought and her thought, what we think about which one deserve or whice one no. Before it, i wanna tell here, a long time ago, when i was 22 years old, My Grand pa ever did an arrange marriage for me...hahaha, bit funny but it was happened too ago. twice. First time, GP told that someone already seen my pic, and feel interest. he is an employee where my GP worked that time. he came to my home, we met, talking just for 5 minutes and then i go in my home again. After that only Dad and my GP that talk with him. Then i go back to Jakarta, work again. no longer, 2 weeks after that, My mom called me, and said he refused u with bla bla bla reasons. but from my sister that heard convers

Its Still About You...

“There’s one thing I want to say, so I’ll be brave. You were what I wanted. I gave what I gave. I’m not sorry I met you. I’m not sorry it’s over. I’m not sorry there’s nothing to save. Cause Something You left is better than anything i ever had....... ” The Impossible Love I had ever dreamt... Dear You.... You’re probably thinking I’ve forgotten all about you by now, but that’s far from it. I have missed you every waking day and my heart still hurts, but I’m getting better. I continue to smile and still go on without you. I know I have missed you, but I have kept it all inside of me, only for me to know. I still wonder about your doings, how you are, what you’re doing, what we used to talk about, to the laugh in your voice. Just, everything. I miss it all. However, I feel that the parting of us was for the best, because everything happens for a reason. Should destiny put us into a crossing road in the future, that is when I will see you again. Until then, remember this; No mat

Aisyah said…

better not using link, who knows other cant download it.. Lilia is the name that i choose

1 December 2011 at 16:43

Meirha Larasati said…

Aisyah, Finally I got you here, hehehe, how can u come at precise time? I just got my saddness sense and you gave ur name ..hehehe, its also 1st December, wish me good luck, I ll start to write on ur dream, mwah (L) about link, i have talked with a friend ;)

1 December 2011 at 23:49

Lili, berasal dari bahasa Latin yang merujuk pada nama bunga, bunga lili. Bunga lili merupakan simbol kepolosan, kemurnian, dan kecantikan. Modifikasi nama ini, Lilia, sangat popular di Rusia. (Ngarep amat ama kepolosan and kemurnian)

Sad?what happened "again"?

Whom?Madni?what u gonna do with that link?

2 December 2011 at 07:04

madniman said…

awesome! but is it a really life story? -madni-

2 December 2011 at 08:37

Aisyah oh, better called You as Lilia :D Sad? just for another story of a friend, love always strange when fate gave different decision :) Ya, i had talked wit madni, madni bilang mah disuruh dalm bentuk pdf, upload di 1 website, lupa namanya, tp dah ku catet,

Soal polos ma murni sebenarnya milik semua orang :d cuma kadang2 mana yg lebih dominan, intine mah setiap hal butuh pembelajaran...wkwkwk ..sok bijak.com :P

2 December 2011 at 09:39

Madni ? :O :D are u sure this story is awesome? :O even i felt it less soul without soul :s

2 December 2011 at 09:40

no don't say that. this will make your writting spirit weak. you write good in your own way. some will dislike your article but some will like it. all you have to do is care that like your article, about others just igonre them and keep working. just keep doing what you think is correct.:D

2 December 2011 at 11:06

now why u agree with Lilia? :O

2 December 2011 at 11:39

Madni, hehehe :d actually no one told me this story is without soul, but thats me felt it, as u know sometime a writer has a conection with what they write but i lost that sense in this story, hehehe , btw, seem u start to be My Fans :P :D

2 December 2011 at 16:05

Aisyah/Lilia, as i ever told you, ur character near to Aisyah because thats all i felt when i am with u (smart, spicy, brave and assertive), about ur purity and or ur plainess only ones who know u better can feel that ;) n everyone has own pure character that couldnt change nor to be infected by other

2 December 2011 at 16:11

by the way, seems like you didn't check your email. i sent you something.

2 December 2011 at 17:15

Wish You All The Best....

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