Wish You All The Best....

No wonder why you didnt come yet. And no wonder why i couldnt know you yet. Its off course there is a reason made by God  to tested me how long time i can wait. how much patient i have and to prepare my self when you come and touching my life.  The Dream about you that i sewing in my previous life. Many Smiles that i keep. Though maybe you wont be like as what i ever imagined later but i am sure you are the best to whom i ll stay with in rest of my life. I am still waiting for the rain. Rain that only mine. Rain that can hide my tears, Rain that make me have lots of smile and laugh when dancing in it. Rain that made me silent in the darkness, wetting my hair with nice glance. I am still waiting for my rain that i can have truly...And i can give the whole of secret wind i have..The best fragrance in every drops. I am still waiting for the Rain that i can be with... accompany my feet to stay running in it. Holding me tight between the storm, hugging me nicel...

I want to live my life to the absolute fullest  To open my eyes to be all I can be To travel roads not taken,  to meet faces unknown  To feel the wind,  to touch the stars I promise to discover myself To stand tall with greatness To chase down and catch every dream LIFE IS AN ADVENTURE This little words is words that i heard from an advertising on TV. Was, i have never mind it at all, and actually i like this advertising because of all children in this video soo cute. but in one of misty night :D when no one at home, i could listen what they said carefully... And those all the words. Its all about life. And Life is really an adventure. Sometimes Nothing is really still can say something. And a spirit in life, faces that unknow, greatness, the wind, the stars and off course every dream that we built. Its about our purpose. How much we can do for ownself then that will come to us. Indonesian quote said, who planted they will reap. ...

UNTUKMU... MALAIKAT KECILKU.. Cintakah itu maknanya ? Saat mata ini tak lepas dari memandangmu... Kasihkah itu namanya ? ketika mengingatmu memagut senyum di bibirku Rindukah itu artinya ? Saat bahasa tak biasamu mengurai riak air dimataku Kau menghadirkan asa yang tak pernah ada Kau menumbuhkan rindu dalam buaian jiwa Ada kasih yang tak pernah ku punya Ada Cinta yang tak pernah ku rasa Ketika hati berkata... Aku terpesona... Untukmu... Malaikat Kecilku... Hadirmu membuatku ingin menjadi ibu Bayanganmu di ingatanku Melepas lelah panjang di hari-hari sepiku Untukmu...Malaikat Kecilku... Meski tangan ini tak bisa merengkuhmu.. Meski raga ini tak mampu memelukmu... Tapi untaian doaku kan ada disetiap langkah hidupmu.. Selaksa rinduku padamu berkata.. Aku akan selalu mencintaimu... Dulu...Kini..dan nanti.. di hatiku..di jiwaku..di anganku Hingga waktu tidur panjangku tiba... Dalam cinta terdalamku... Untukmu... Malaikat Kecilku... (RAHMA MICHAEL, JANUARI 2012) Persembah...

Once upon a time :d A hacker is falling in love to a girl and try to send that girl a letter .... Dear Angel... If your heart is a system.... I will scan you to know which one port is open. then no doubt when i start to write C:\>nc-l-o-v-e on your heart, but i just have brave to pin g behind anonymous proxy . Is this the feeling when falling love ? till make me like as a looser or am i a real looser? If your heart is a system... I really want to get benefit from your Vulnerabilities , use PHP Injection then i ll is -la;find / -perm 777 -type d then i could know if in your heart there is a Folder where i can wrote or is there Free Space for me? should i put backdor "Remote Connect-Back Shell" so i just need to wait you connect it. so i wont be like this. If your heart is a system... when All my Request accepted by you, then i ll always stay on Bugtraq to know Bug patch and pacth . and i ll take care of your Service to protect you from Crash and i ...

Tuesday, the begining for this week... so bright, shinny and heat Kelapa Gading in this morning... I start to turn on my pc just few minutes ago. And as always i do checking blogs, and also my twitter account. I read your twitter today. some tweets that you posted remind me about something.  Actually, i stopped to talk by messenger maybe since last month, for some busy reasons and also nothing i could share anymore and the most reason is for my ownself. You know, sometimes that place is really strange. when we are with them, they can act so sweet in front of us but behind us, they act more than enemies, i didnt like to have conflict again actually. I love my own heart. You know, even when i was away from that place, still a freak gossip spreading...some of them told that i belong to them because of someone. And when they disconnected or have a little sharing with that someone then i go away from them.  But, now. I didnt want to think that matter anymore. whatever th...

I was never imagined that i will get this much. It was my longtime longing toward him. Thank You So Much. Even i couldnt tell what i feel today but all because of you. Because of him. The long time longing that i couldnt say. You can always  make me smile. And thanks for excellent gift that i got today. And as always these eyes will stay locked to see them many times... What a great Saturday. And again thank you for all...take care and keep fine :)

My phone is calling you, My heart is missing yoou... :P My money? where is my money? hehehehe.... Sleeping beauty... pick my calling up please... Was i wanna sing happy bday song near to ur ears by my freak sexy voice :P but seem you are sleeping deeply in your dreamland :P == nih gw sambil mikir, masih lebay gak sih gw? :D kalau masih...Alhamdulillah ....... :P == "Happy Milad Ya Beib, May Your Dreams Come true and Allah make everything easy for u... Wish You All the best and Mei Loves you as always...Mwah " I use to start writing my blog again from now :D its from your bday ...hehehe for  some reasons, manythings happened. But For the reason is for the better things ;) and Alhamdulillah for everything... Move on, Go on... and carry on... Life is not yet stopping, friends and manyones come and gone, but best friends will always stay in our heart. Before maybe we worry and wonder what will happened with us if choose some decision, but when we start to...