My Phone is Calling You :D

My phone is calling you, My heart is missing yoou... :P My money? where is my money? hehehehe....

Sleeping beauty... pick my calling up please... Was i wanna sing happy bday song near to ur ears by my freak sexy voice :P but seem you are sleeping deeply in your dreamland :P == nih gw sambil mikir, masih lebay gak sih gw? :D kalau masih...Alhamdulillah ....... :P ==

"Happy Milad Ya Beib, May Your Dreams Come true and Allah make everything easy for u... Wish You All the best and Mei Loves you as always...Mwah "

I use to start writing my blog again from now :D its from your bday ...hehehe for some reasons, manythings happened. But For the reason is for the better things ;) and Alhamdulillah for everything...

Move on, Go on... and carry on... Life is not yet stopping, friends and manyones come and gone, but best friends will always stay in our heart. Before maybe we worry and wonder what will happened with us if choose some decision, but when we start to walking on ... we will just know, Life is always still waiting for us, with new ones things and keep positive there is the best ones waiting for us...

Someone anonymous told me in one of her/his comment in this blog as :

Little wit On the mind make feet much work

I wont stop to dream, dream make my life become colorful. But i knew better sometimes best dream will remain best if it just stay as a dream. This is my world, my reality, my love, my blog and i love this blog. Ya, because it can be my best friend too... so that best friend means... though only remains as a memory.. but best still the best...

My Darling Sweetie... One year later, i wish that you will have everything you need and may Allah grant it. And deep inside my heart, i still hope...when my healing time done..You are the one i wanna hug..keep fine and stay cool. Nothing is easy but not means everything is hard... Spice up your life.. start from now... and we will meet in that final destination....Smangat !!!!!! hahaha *kayak ngajak perang tahun 45 aja :D*

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Which one U Choose As Husband/Wife ?

This discussion just happened some days ago with my room mate, not a discuss actually, we were doing argue each other and also debate. This debate happened while we wait for the final game of football where Indonesia face Malay. Suddenly, dont know why we talk about marriage and marriage life. This is about my thought and her thought, what we think about which one deserve or whice one no. Before it, i wanna tell here, a long time ago, when i was 22 years old, My Grand pa ever did an arrange marriage for me...hahaha, bit funny but it was happened too ago. twice. First time, GP told that someone already seen my pic, and feel interest. he is an employee where my GP worked that time. he came to my home, we met, talking just for 5 minutes and then i go in my home again. After that only Dad and my GP that talk with him. Then i go back to Jakarta, work again. no longer, 2 weeks after that, My mom called me, and said he refused u with bla bla bla reasons. but from my sister that heard convers...

Let Me Alive For Once More Again...

Let me Alive For Once More Again. hmmm, this poem and story, i mixed while thinking about Kal Ho Na Ho movie. A Sacrifice in love. Well, actually i didnt wanna talk about that, this posting i made for my next plan about mini novel i wanna write. I already choose a title, some roles who will play in this novel, a setting place, weather and so on. But unfortunately i lost my darkness sense. This sense often i use to explore my sadness. Maybe because nowaday i play too much with funny things :S so, when its needed i lost it and it make me stuck in one page in many hours :| Huufft. Like as this Let Me Alive For Once More again story, i wish it was so sad story, but seem it doesnt have a soul :( i lost the soul of my story. why this sense gone upon me? i really only can post something about reality well nowadays, but really hard to explore the darkness side of me :( though many sad stories i read too :S oh...Stranger... give me back my soul :( why u taken it too ??? :O :s A message to Aisha...

Its Still About You...

“There’s one thing I want to say, so I’ll be brave. You were what I wanted. I gave what I gave. I’m not sorry I met you. I’m not sorry it’s over. I’m not sorry there’s nothing to save. Cause Something You left is better than anything i ever had....... ” The Impossible Love I had ever dreamt... Dear You.... You’re probably thinking I’ve forgotten all about you by now, but that’s far from it. I have missed you every waking day and my heart still hurts, but I’m getting better. I continue to smile and still go on without you. I know I have missed you, but I have kept it all inside of me, only for me to know. I still wonder about your doings, how you are, what you’re doing, what we used to talk about, to the laugh in your voice. Just, everything. I miss it all. However, I feel that the parting of us was for the best, because everything happens for a reason. Should destiny put us into a crossing road in the future, that is when I will see you again. Until then, remember this; No mat...

Wish You All The Best....

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