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A Note For A Best Beloved Friend...

Tuesday, the begining for this week... so bright, shinny and heat Kelapa Gading in this morning... I start to turn on my pc just few minutes ago. And as always i do checking blogs, and also my twitter account. I read your twitter today. some tweets that you posted remind me about something. 

Actually, i stopped to talk by messenger maybe since last month, for some busy reasons and also nothing i could share anymore and the most reason is for my ownself. You know, sometimes that place is really strange. when we are with them, they can act so sweet in front of us but behind us, they act more than enemies, i didnt like to have conflict again actually. I love my own heart. You know, even when i was away from that place, still a freak gossip spreading...some of them told that i belong to them because of someone. And when they disconnected or have a little sharing with that someone then i go away from them. 

But, now. I didnt want to think that matter anymore. whatever they said about me. Cause now, i am quite happy with everything in my real life. Use my most time to do my hobbies and my friends arround me. Its strange, sometime i miss them, miss you badly...but i just wanna stay in my own limit now.

One thing i wanna write here for you. Be careful dear, and love your own heart. We couldnt do anything for her, cause she liked to do that from the very first. We just can do a pray for her, May Allah guide her heart to turn to the right path. I am feeling worry not for her but for you, for your own feeling. And seemed that case make your anger showing up. your disspointment waking up. your disgusting feeling fill your whole heart. Try to love yourself dear. Maybe leaving that things to Allah is the last decision we could do, but i think we really can do nothing.

Today, i just wanna write this for you. hope you knew by your ownself. I just do my decision, hope you  will find the best thing that you could decide, not for anyone but for your self. Love our self and live our own life, its better before we try to do something for ones who didnt care about us even about their family.

Take care, keep fine always, And may Allah guide you to stay better and better to face every difficulty thing in your life...see you...Good luck.. bye..and...Salam 
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