Wish You All The Best....

Like this (maybe) how I love you... Like as a laughter of kids when playing in the rain Like as a sweet thing that appear in your eyes any time I see your face...divine..simply.. lovely.... Like as a funny uncomplete teeth when you laugh Or a feeling when your palm touch my cheeks... My Sweet Little angel... I miss you.. How are you today What you look alike...What you're doing... I want play in the rain while laugh with you I want dance in the rain while hug you... And I want see you in whatever you do... You... and only you... -One day  when my feeling is growing , when my hope stay higher- Once another time when I remember Face of A little Prince  Someone I have never seen Before -

Well, this posting just copy paste from facebook in once late nite insomnia that i got some days ago. Enough funny but cant be funny if i change to be english posting. So, i dedicated this to all of My Indonesian readers that come and visit my blog by intention or by accident , hehehe,.. For a nice day in future...so lets get laugh together. ... Ini adalah penyakit-penyakit berbahaya yang menjangkiti wanita. So, bagi para cowok baca baik-baik penyakit berbahaya ini, mungkin pacar/istri/teman/saudara anda mengidapnya, segera temukan obatnya dan get well soon for them :)) 1) Nangisuitis Akibat terlalu sensitif. Gejalanya bibir cemberut, Mata kedap- kedip. Efek sampingnya mata bengkak, saputangan banjir, hidung meler, bawaannya ngurung diri atau terkena penyakit Curhatitis A. Penyakit ini bisa diobati dengan obat Tegaridol, atau OBH ( Obat Berhati Hamba). (2) Curhatitis B Bawaanya pengen nyerocos terus, efek samping rahasia orang bisa bocor, terkena Nangisuitis. Penya...

This nite is not late yet. I had done my weekend jobs (hehe, washing, cooking, ironing, cleaning and so on and so on). While i write this posting... there.. outside of my room, rains is coming... I could hear every drop of it. A great melody i ever heard. Rain always sending me some peaceful feeling, a feeling that cant be compare with anything, and the sound of thunder make it complete.  I didnt sit at the corner of room beside my room again... My favorite place when watching the rains come so hard.. actually too many file from my office already make it cant be used again. All sound of the rain drops is still the same never change, everlasting.  Have you ever account? how many rain drops already fallen? maybe never can be accounted. Sometime when i am alone like as this nite and rains come like as now, then i will cry with no reason. yeah, its strange but i didnt find it this nite. I only feel so peace, so quite, no other sound, only sound of every tuts of my keybo...

Hi..Everyones... Assalam'alaikum.. And Have a happy weekend. Good nite from Jakarta, Today i am here again. Well, actually, my head turn around to be mad but its funny when after that many idea comes to update this bullshit blog, hehehe.  Well if i ask u, Whats ur favorite TV Channel Programs? HBO? CNN? Cartoon Network ? Discovery Channel? everyone should have their own favorite. But if u ask me then i ll answer for sure that ll be NatGeo Wild. Yeah, i like it the most than any other channel. Its showing us how great Allah who created this universe with every single things that never same one to another. The Nature, Animal, atmosphere even every little things that alive in this world.  Its strange nowadays, Human made too many  damage upon environment where they are alive. A wild hunting upon some wild animal or any sadism upon animal. Its too sad when nature give too much for their life but they are busy to destroy them. May Allah protect it all. So, here all th...

There is 1 note that i read from my friend's blog. I just like it, and let me try to translate it here, This is about a monolog with itself.... "I ever feel become some1 that get the most betraying in this world, or the most guilty person or the one who had alot of problem, or the most unlucky person. i've walked alone on the edge of road in one town, in once evening, while the buses and the cars just run like as people with no care. I ever felt i dont have friends just for listening what i felt" you said with so sad voice.. There is a untold sadness, like as the electrical cables that hang on all over the city's skylight. How to break an complexity things to be simple and real? while malls and shopping centres, restaurant, always seem friendly to invite us to get there, It Never really honest to accept us what we are.... "All of us have things that we could handle better than others who do it. Unfortunately, sometime we lost our best capability - ...

Hi, everybody.... Here me again, I write this few minutes before going to my best friend's wedding. No longer again, she ll be wife completely. Last nite is her last day to be single and this nite is the first day to be double...hehehe.. Today i didnt want to write much, they ll shout at me. But i just want sharing with you about What the meaning of "The Miracle of Prayer" She knew this "man" at November 2011, but no big things happen, then she met him again before she went to Umrah with me at last March. She said she wish too much about husband when at there. Back from Umrah, The miracle is happened. They are become lover, and now at July 7,2012 she ll get married.... Someone that completely "Good" in my eyes >>> as i heard from her. she introduce him to me too. completely different from her last boy friend that she wish to be with for rest of life but no destiny. This someone is the answer of her prayer. I wish too. No one perfe...

Sandal... all of you should know what that is. Almost 24/7 we use it arround home, while walking, while talking while eating, while do anything except while we do prayer in mosque or sleeping , hehehe. Today, i have a funny things about my own sandal :D *its off course funny for me but dont know for you*  ;) As usual day, my work times always crowded, rings of phones all the time, the customers, my worksheets, and should go up and down from 2nd floor to 3rd floor coz of the Internet Lan broken at office :s *It should because of my boss is forget to pay the bill again :| * Then After Asr prayer time, it was only 1 of my girl friend in 3rd floor, end of month, everyones busy outside office to manage some customers out side. So then i sit beside her  and seeing her that try to find out the sweet hijab for her marriage in next June. We got a little talk too about that plan also about her doubt to carry on that plan. Then i got a call from a customer and should go bac...

Night starts recovering this city. I sit near to the window, Wind that blowing slowly, stroking every piece of my hair...cold but fresh, touching my cheeks softly. No one at home this nite. Everyone is busy with their business. My mind goes to something that happened in once morning long time ago. That guy, that glance, that figure... dont know why his figure disturb my head too much. I dont know him but my eyes locked in him when my eyes glance got him accrossed the street. Tall, Quite handsome, simply and look alike another man. for first sight, Nothing special but even i couldnt turn off my staring on him... He run faster behind a bus where i was there. He choosed chair in the corner of bus, his brown skin looks shinny cause of sweat and sun's shining. And those eyes, i was seeing them when he tried to find out the chair. Those eyes are so dark and deep. I saw a magic in that morning.  That was my first meeting with him. Then day by day, i met him everyday, and tho...

Hari ini gue pengen nulis pakai bahasa Indonesia aja ah, capek ng-english mulu, hehehe, ga banyak yang ingin gue tulis. Mungkin cenderung freak, hehehe, sebenarnya ini adalah salah satu dari keanehan yang gue punya :P Keknya banyak bener keanehan yang gue punya, tapi boleh dong gue bangga dengan keanehan-keanehan gue :)) Temen-temen gue bilang gue agak miring, ya kasarannya gue and beberapa teman gue belum dapat sertipikat halal eh waras dari Badan POM resmi a.k.a Rumah sakit jiwa gitu, hahaha *bangga* Keanehan yang ingin gue ceritakan kali ini adalah tentang kebiasaan gue nyimpen sms, history chat, email, sent email. sms yang gue simpen ga melulu soal yang nice-nice, ngcool ngcool tapi sms yang juga maki-maki gue, ngatain gue segala ini itu gitu deh :D Temen gue pernah nanya kenapa gue kek gitu, hihihi, cuma hobby gue bilang. Tapi ternyata sekarang gue suka ketawa-ketawa sendiri kalau pas lagi baca-baca :D Sms atau email atau pesen pendek di facebook pun bisa bikin ngakak ten...

I didnt know yet when i can share my last journey, but this is one video that i captured when i visited Dubai, The dancing fountain in front of Burj Khalifa, the highest building in d world.

“There’s one thing I want to say, so I’ll be brave. You were what I wanted. I gave what I gave. I’m not sorry I met you. I’m not sorry it’s over. I’m not sorry there’s nothing to save. Cause Something You left is better than anything i ever had....... ” The Impossible Love I had ever dreamt... Dear You.... You’re probably thinking I’ve forgotten all about you by now, but that’s far from it. I have missed you every waking day and my heart still hurts, but I’m getting better. I continue to smile and still go on without you. I know I have missed you, but I have kept it all inside of me, only for me to know. I still wonder about your doings, how you are, what you’re doing, what we used to talk about, to the laugh in your voice. Just, everything. I miss it all. However, I feel that the parting of us was for the best, because everything happens for a reason. Should destiny put us into a crossing road in the future, that is when I will see you again. Until then, remember this; No mat...

No wonder why you didnt come yet. And no wonder why i couldnt know you yet. Its off course there is a reason made by God  to tested me how long time i can wait. how much patient i have and to prepare my self when you come and touching my life.  The Dream about you that i sewing in my previous life. Many Smiles that i keep. Though maybe you wont be like as what i ever imagined later but i am sure you are the best to whom i ll stay with in rest of my life. I am still waiting for the rain. Rain that only mine. Rain that can hide my tears, Rain that make me have lots of smile and laugh when dancing in it. Rain that made me silent in the darkness, wetting my hair with nice glance. I am still waiting for my rain that i can have truly...And i can give the whole of secret wind i have..The best fragrance in every drops. I am still waiting for the Rain that i can be with... accompany my feet to stay running in it. Holding me tight between the storm, hugging me nicel...

I want to live my life to the absolute fullest  To open my eyes to be all I can be To travel roads not taken,  to meet faces unknown  To feel the wind,  to touch the stars I promise to discover myself To stand tall with greatness To chase down and catch every dream LIFE IS AN ADVENTURE This little words is words that i heard from an advertising on TV. Was, i have never mind it at all, and actually i like this advertising because of all children in this video soo cute. but in one of misty night :D when no one at home, i could listen what they said carefully... And those all the words. Its all about life. And Life is really an adventure. Sometimes Nothing is really still can say something. And a spirit in life, faces that unknow, greatness, the wind, the stars and off course every dream that we built. Its about our purpose. How much we can do for ownself then that will come to us. Indonesian quote said, who planted they will reap. ...

UNTUKMU... MALAIKAT KECILKU.. Cintakah itu maknanya ? Saat mata ini tak lepas dari memandangmu... Kasihkah itu namanya ? ketika mengingatmu memagut senyum di bibirku Rindukah itu artinya ? Saat bahasa tak biasamu mengurai riak air dimataku Kau menghadirkan asa yang tak pernah ada Kau menumbuhkan rindu dalam buaian jiwa Ada kasih yang tak pernah ku punya Ada Cinta yang tak pernah ku rasa Ketika hati berkata... Aku terpesona... Untukmu... Malaikat Kecilku... Hadirmu membuatku ingin menjadi ibu Bayanganmu di ingatanku Melepas lelah panjang di hari-hari sepiku Untukmu...Malaikat Kecilku... Meski tangan ini tak bisa merengkuhmu.. Meski raga ini tak mampu memelukmu... Tapi untaian doaku kan ada disetiap langkah hidupmu.. Selaksa rinduku padamu berkata.. Aku akan selalu mencintaimu... Dulu...Kini..dan nanti.. di hatiku..di jiwaku..di anganku Hingga waktu tidur panjangku tiba... Dalam cinta terdalamku... Untukmu... Malaikat Kecilku... (RAHMA MICHAEL, JANUARI 2012) Persembah...

Once upon a time :d A hacker is falling in love to a girl and try to send that girl a letter .... Dear Angel... If your heart is a system.... I will scan you to know which one port is open. then no doubt when i start to write C:\>nc-l-o-v-e on your heart, but i just have brave to pin g behind anonymous proxy . Is this the feeling when falling love ? till make me like as a looser or am i a real looser? If your heart is a system... I really want to get benefit from your Vulnerabilities , use PHP Injection then i ll is -la;find / -perm 777 -type d then i could know if in your heart there is a Folder where i can wrote or is there Free Space for me? should i put backdor "Remote Connect-Back Shell" so i just need to wait you connect it. so i wont be like this. If your heart is a system... when All my Request accepted by you, then i ll always stay on Bugtraq to know Bug patch and pacth . and i ll take care of your Service to protect you from Crash and i ...

Tuesday, the begining for this week... so bright, shinny and heat Kelapa Gading in this morning... I start to turn on my pc just few minutes ago. And as always i do checking blogs, and also my twitter account. I read your twitter today. some tweets that you posted remind me about something.  Actually, i stopped to talk by messenger maybe since last month, for some busy reasons and also nothing i could share anymore and the most reason is for my ownself. You know, sometimes that place is really strange. when we are with them, they can act so sweet in front of us but behind us, they act more than enemies, i didnt like to have conflict again actually. I love my own heart. You know, even when i was away from that place, still a freak gossip spreading...some of them told that i belong to them because of someone. And when they disconnected or have a little sharing with that someone then i go away from them.  But, now. I didnt want to think that matter anymore. whatever th...

I was never imagined that i will get this much. It was my longtime longing toward him. Thank You So Much. Even i couldnt tell what i feel today but all because of you. Because of him. The long time longing that i couldnt say. You can always  make me smile. And thanks for excellent gift that i got today. And as always these eyes will stay locked to see them many times... What a great Saturday. And again thank you for all...take care and keep fine :)

My phone is calling you, My heart is missing yoou... :P My money? where is my money? hehehehe.... Sleeping beauty... pick my calling up please... Was i wanna sing happy bday song near to ur ears by my freak sexy voice :P but seem you are sleeping deeply in your dreamland :P == nih gw sambil mikir, masih lebay gak sih gw? :D kalau masih...Alhamdulillah ....... :P == "Happy Milad Ya Beib, May Your Dreams Come true and Allah make everything easy for u... Wish You All the best and Mei Loves you as always...Mwah " I use to start writing my blog again from now :D its from your bday ...hehehe for  some reasons, manythings happened. But For the reason is for the better things ;) and Alhamdulillah for everything... Move on, Go on... and carry on... Life is not yet stopping, friends and manyones come and gone, but best friends will always stay in our heart. Before maybe we worry and wonder what will happened with us if choose some decision, but when we start to...